Gonna write on this page after a year.
Something to look back on and laugh when i read my entries.
So i decided to start writing on it since now im always using my desktop at work
Just came back from Taiwan two days back with Queenie !
Its totally amazing that shes coming along with me
as i made the decision 2weeks before to go there and do my op
If not im gonna spend 4 days alone in my hotel room or wandering around alone
Anyway overall the trip was good !
Though the sad part is i didnt manage to realise the light lantern :(
as they only have it on festive session .
but i cover a few places in taiwan that i didnt the last time.
We met quite a few nice people in taiwan ,
generally taiwan people are so friendly and helpful !
Will go taiwan again end of the year if i could.

Cheers !

好吗 这次我是真的要走
好吗 这次就让我做决定
虽然 还是没能忍住眼泪
这次 我真的想通了
原来 不是只要爱就可以
原来 怎么爱才是个问题
可是 自己解决不了问题
这次 就算是我输了
对未来的情人 听听她的话多一些
少一点迂回 心理游戏
对未来的情人 想想她的好多一些
坚强的感情 要两个人努力

如果 我们都觉得很委屈
如果 现在都比不上回忆
就让 最初最美好的开心
慢慢 慢慢的死了心
对未来的情人 听听她的话多一些
少一点迂回 心理游戏
对未来的情人 想想她的好多一些
坚强的感情 要两个人努力
总有一天 你全部都会明白
可惜 总有一天不是现在
未来等你的人不会是我
要更洒脱 也要更快活
对未来的情人 听听她的话多一些
少一点迂回 心理游戏
对未来的情人 想想她的好多一些
坚强的感情 要两个人努力
要一起努力

i brace myself into your arms,
falling deeper into the maze of yours
to keep finding the way to the end point
or to leave this maze i cant decide

if im stronger , i'll let this pass.
even if i didnt make it through, i know i tried
im tired of talking to you , trying to make you understand
tired of convincing myself to do things i never enjoyed
all the things done was never seem to be appreciated
it seem like it was just my foolish decision
so many things i hate about you and lil things i love about you
yet im so in love with ya.
one day will i look back and laugh at my stupidity
in fact , im drained.
i dont know what i can do to make things better anymore
no longer looking forward to anything.
Just wish for time alone now
trying hard to let it go slowly now .
maybe im just not that girl for you...


i know i would not be so insistent
if you would have given me more.

Somehow after not blogging for awhile ,
i have no idea how to start.
Want to note down every part of my memories now .
So far im doing good .
Enjoying the new year 2011, everything seems to be getting better as days pass
Family issue are not so intense now .
Less quarrels and fights with him , cause im trying hard not to say anything that will spark the quarrel.
it was a tough year end for him , glad that i could be some help for him .
Finally , he brought me to his place to meet his parents officially
haha and it really feel good though wasnt anything officially but i do appreciate the fact
Just feel like its a start for our relationship and i do feel more secure now.
Somehow im used to his bad habit now .
His sleeping habit , his lateness , his laziness .
staying at downtown during the weekend is something im doing for the past month
just hoping one day , he would just tell me maybe we should head to town or something
or at least do something interesting .
You never know actuallly every lil things said or done was deeply heard by me and remembered.
Everything just happens in a flash,
soon Chinese new year and Valentine day are coming
im all prepared for chinese new year and warming up for it
Done my nails which cost me a little too much than normal
but now im obsessed with gel nails .
just feel so disorientated when its was out
and brought my clothes online and my pretty new garments !
which i think was well-spent :)
awaiting for my bonus from my boyfriend ,
hopefully he honor his agreement with me on the wallet !
anyway totally love my new watch & my new camera samsung ex1 .
so im all ready for new year !

Loves

Ages since i blogged,
I deleted all my past achives and decided to start blogging again
Cause i can finally upload pictures now ,
Year 2010 didnt ended well .
Definitely not gonna let this year be another disappointment
And Secret of Beautiful Eyes Spree 4 has launched !
www.secretofbeautifuleyes.blogspot.com

I want to travel so badly again ,
but not thailand please
i know i'll end up being there
I haven accomplished my backpack in asia dream last year
hopefully i would be able to achieved it .
In fact, im afraid of stepping out alone
staying in a Motel.
but i need to save up first !


Let me stay out of all those things ,
and keep me safe in here.

bewildered over my feelings
lots of uncertainties
im once again beaten down by your words
now im just standing on a precarius edge that i balanced on,
it wouldnt take me much to knock me down
whether to walk forward or to walk back
all the word you said impacted deep in my heart
you are capable of making me smile
you are always there to pull me up when i fall
you make my heart pound
you make my mind go wild
and you are indecipherable
both are uncertain of whats gonna happen in the future
or even next few years , are we capable of waiting for each other
and I have totally no confident of keeping you by my side
and for that i knew the answer deep in my heart

the harder i push myself away
the harder you try to pull me back




Forever ?
I wonder how long it would keep me going still
but I made up my mind to wait

Daisy are my love

Angus Steakhouse
Loves!

Moko !
someone trying to steal the spotlight

Oysters !

Gelare
I miss Gelare
Just miss the old times with samantha
when we are always looking forward to tuesday
with the half price waffle and we will always head down
to have it every tuesday .

Roses & Daisy

Wine (:
My love shiraz

Homecook Food !

Breakfast !



i managed to spent my time to the fullest everyday
with the smallest things in life
so if you gonna ask me what im been up to
i really have no idea exactly
Making merry everyday?
Haha , Yes i hope so too
went Moko recently
brought oyster over to enjoyed it with wine (:
Excellente combination !
Moko is a thai bar
its newly furnished and i love it
probably cause i was treated well there
with the best treatment by the staffs

Movie with Huiling & Patrick
Spy Next Door as well as The Morgans
Thumbs up for both movie ,
i really enjoyed both
Just went jogging , im gonna train for any upcoming marathon
i always wanted to try running marathons !
im gonna maintain this healthy lifestyle
im really thankful for what you done
i saw your effort in making everything work out
your sincerity did moved me
but im not ready for this



i made the first move
and i'll let fate decide the rest