好吗 这次我是真的要走
好吗 这次就让我做决定
虽然 还是没能忍住眼泪
这次 我真的想通了
原来 不是只要爱就可以
原来 怎么爱才是个问题
可是 自己解决不了问题
这次 就算是我输了
对未来的情人 听听她的话多一些
少一点迂回 心理游戏
对未来的情人 想想她的好多一些
坚强的感情 要两个人努力

如果 我们都觉得很委屈
如果 现在都比不上回忆
就让 最初最美好的开心
慢慢 慢慢的死了心
对未来的情人 听听她的话多一些
少一点迂回 心理游戏
对未来的情人 想想她的好多一些
坚强的感情 要两个人努力
总有一天 你全部都会明白
可惜 总有一天不是现在
未来等你的人不会是我
要更洒脱 也要更快活
对未来的情人 听听她的话多一些
少一点迂回 心理游戏
对未来的情人 想想她的好多一些
坚强的感情 要两个人努力
要一起努力

Last night you held me tight in your arms and told me its not over yet
we just have to go through this together
its just all a start .
often i feel like my presence dont matter to you
and i want to feel needed
im tired of our differences ,
but you said its fine
just because you are not the one compromising
i cant read you ,
no matter how hard i try to make things work
you always screw it up
my mind tell me to stop falling deeper ,
but my heart just melt away in your arms.
everytime when i try to tell you how i feel ,
you never seem to get it.
though you seem to know me well ,
but you dont know a women heart well
you dont know what i want and you never try
im trying so hard to understand the way you want it to be ,
but you say im not trying hard enough
im struggling.
cause everytime im ready to let go , you pull me back
i know you try to make me feel better
and say you will bring me to shop the next day
you accompanied me to get my wallet done,
though you were the one complaining in the first place about it
i expected you to be grumbling about the queues and wait
but surprisingly , you just stand there and waited a lil impatiently
we also headed to scout for his wallet
went in boutique after boutique but i know we will end up choosing the last stop
Lv mens wallet are still the best
though not fantastic but compare to other brands
i got the full black leather for him,
we did the hot stamp so hes gonna wait a few more days to get it
i guess that make his day
we still have to change his pants and shorts
before he head for his family dinner and i move on to get my phone done
at apple but they end up getting me to go singtel
thank god reach there before they close ,
so after its done , rush to gather with bernard and peggy
at peggy's cousin place
its totally my dream place.
that sum up my day.


Upload the photos another day

Ciaos


Deep down i love you more than i could imagine
thats why i could never seem to let you go

Was feeling moody last night ,

instead of heading home i decided to head down to the cafe

since i haven been there since ages

went there to take a peek .
to realise theres so many more things now.
They make me sandwiches , and served me soup of the day!
theres still room for improvement though for the sandwiches
we need to do more events at the cafe ,
its too quiet !
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Today had a long day of work ,
was pretty lazy to get up to work at first .

after work, rush to baby's place to wake him up
was suppose to shop for both of our wallet
but he was too tired
so he just throw his attitude at me and got me to get his credit card
to stop disturbing him -.-
thank god winnie was in town ,
so got her to accompany me to get my wallet
was a fast one , but now i feel a lil impulsive
cause i know with such colour and material ,
my wallet wont be in good condition for long .
cause that happens to gucci too ,
same kind of material , but hopefully the quality is comparable

anyway thats the last piece and only colour so i was a little anxious
and follow by dinner at the awesome ramen restaurant at Mandarin Gallery
the long queues was worth it
but the service by the manager was terrible .
and winnie end up screwing her up
but at least she was apologetic
this lunar new year definitely gonna be a good one
my second new year with dear ,
but hes joining me this year for visiting
and my first time joining his family for dinner
and im going to the flower festival with Bernard
and gambling season w Winnie and JJ and Andy gang
so gonna be awesome , i hope >.*

Loves !
I have a group of awesome friends,
which make my life great

Im gonna make this year a great one
diving ,
Sky-diving,
backpacking !
more trips

i brace myself into your arms,
falling deeper into the maze of yours
to keep finding the way to the end point
or to leave this maze i cant decide

if im stronger , i'll let this pass.
even if i didnt make it through, i know i tried
im tired of talking to you , trying to make you understand
tired of convincing myself to do things i never enjoyed
all the things done was never seem to be appreciated
it seem like it was just my foolish decision
so many things i hate about you and lil things i love about you
yet im so in love with ya.
one day will i look back and laugh at my stupidity
in fact , im drained.
i dont know what i can do to make things better anymore
no longer looking forward to anything.
Just wish for time alone now
trying hard to let it go slowly now .
maybe im just not that girl for you...


i know i would not be so insistent
if you would have given me more.

Somehow after not blogging for awhile ,
i have no idea how to start.
Want to note down every part of my memories now .
So far im doing good .
Enjoying the new year 2011, everything seems to be getting better as days pass
Family issue are not so intense now .
Less quarrels and fights with him , cause im trying hard not to say anything that will spark the quarrel.
it was a tough year end for him , glad that i could be some help for him .
Finally , he brought me to his place to meet his parents officially
haha and it really feel good though wasnt anything officially but i do appreciate the fact
Just feel like its a start for our relationship and i do feel more secure now.
Somehow im used to his bad habit now .
His sleeping habit , his lateness , his laziness .
staying at downtown during the weekend is something im doing for the past month
just hoping one day , he would just tell me maybe we should head to town or something
or at least do something interesting .
You never know actuallly every lil things said or done was deeply heard by me and remembered.
Everything just happens in a flash,
soon Chinese new year and Valentine day are coming
im all prepared for chinese new year and warming up for it
Done my nails which cost me a little too much than normal
but now im obsessed with gel nails .
just feel so disorientated when its was out
and brought my clothes online and my pretty new garments !
which i think was well-spent :)
awaiting for my bonus from my boyfriend ,
hopefully he honor his agreement with me on the wallet !
anyway totally love my new watch & my new camera samsung ex1 .
so im all ready for new year !

Loves

Ages since i blogged,
I deleted all my past achives and decided to start blogging again
Cause i can finally upload pictures now ,
Year 2010 didnt ended well .
Definitely not gonna let this year be another disappointment
And Secret of Beautiful Eyes Spree 4 has launched !
www.secretofbeautifuleyes.blogspot.com

I want to travel so badly again ,
but not thailand please
i know i'll end up being there
I haven accomplished my backpack in asia dream last year
hopefully i would be able to achieved it .
In fact, im afraid of stepping out alone
staying in a Motel.
but i need to save up first !


Let me stay out of all those things ,
and keep me safe in here.

bewildered over my feelings
lots of uncertainties
im once again beaten down by your words
now im just standing on a precarius edge that i balanced on,
it wouldnt take me much to knock me down
whether to walk forward or to walk back
all the word you said impacted deep in my heart
you are capable of making me smile
you are always there to pull me up when i fall
you make my heart pound
you make my mind go wild
and you are indecipherable
both are uncertain of whats gonna happen in the future
or even next few years , are we capable of waiting for each other
and I have totally no confident of keeping you by my side
and for that i knew the answer deep in my heart

the harder i push myself away
the harder you try to pull me back




Forever ?
I wonder how long it would keep me going still
but I made up my mind to wait