Amelia & Faith (:

Thank God !
though my plan was ruin
but god lay out another plan for me
which i really enjoy myself alot
and i count myself lucky to be able
to live sucha a live
In life , we might miss the turns
but you never know the other route
would be something unexpected
been having irregular sleep
waking up only in the evening

i kinda like it

but i'm not suppose to enjoy sucha life
I'm going back to my healthy lifestyle
i manage to get myself to attend church today
i'm so distracted last few weeks
trying to sort myself out
thanks to all those people
who have been guiding me
and giving me good advises
i think most importantly we must be satisfied
with everything we have now
never live a day with regret
and one should not look back
but always look at what god's has plan for you ,
its a big world out there ,
and i really hope to have a chance to explore
and experience different lives
the poor , the villages , the slums
the rich , the city , the villa
by then , you will realised
whats true happiness & whats all about life
and thats what i always believe
''Dont let anyone think less of you because you are young .
Be An Example to all believes in what you say , in the way you live ,
in your love , your faith , and your purity"
1timothy 4:12
its not the age that matters ,
its the things you really gone through
you aged every single year
you can be doing the same thing
in the ten years of your life
yet achieving nothing
i just want a simple life
just to be Happy
after many years ,
and only now i realise this meaning
of not being disheartened and continue
on your belief cause eventually people
will realise it
Its Random ,
was thinking back
and i guess i really miss them
or perhaps the memories
been wondering how are they doing
i'm not gonna expect a miracle
to bring me back there
thats life , the best thing dont last
but both of them are one of the best thing
that happen in my life
and i'm thankful enough to have those moments
to look back on and smile

Cheers!

Melbourne!



Sydney!


i'm counting my days
just hope every seconds ticks faster each time
1year to go taking out all the breaks
i'm messing my life somehow now
i'm totally disappointed and devastated
given up on any hopes
nothing seems to hold me back now
in fact , i yearn to leave this place even more
got a wake up call from hilary
and probably timothy as well
i'm really sorry to my loved ones
i dint realised dad was so protective over me
and hilary was already doing her part
yet i'm just too obsessed with my emotion
i'm actually so blessed
despite all the disappointment
they still believes in me
despite my spoilt behaviour
they still dint give up on me
maybe i never realised
how fortunate i was
to have them agreeing on my request
and supporting me through all this
i been letting my emotion affecting my life
i get emotional afflicted easily
looking at the bigger picture
now it seems easier to get through this
the real challenges are not yet up ,
i guess that would be learning
to be independent in a foreign country
and surving there
maybe i know you are just worry
but i believe i will be able to adapt there
maybe thats where i should be
not everyone will be good going
the old school path
you never know this might be the right choice for me
and i know this is what i want
though theres possibility
it might not turn out well
but still , i guess sometimes
thats when we learn and grow
but well , i'm sure i be able to adapt to it
i'll come back and make you guys proud
Okay Faith ,
i shall not let emotion take me over (:
Hang on !
Catched Fast & Furious 4 & Knowning
two great movies
i think its a must watch
and thanks some nice jerk
i got the taste of watching a movie alone
cause half of the time , he was on the phone
i depend too much on my phone back then
its more than just a phone
i need the music to keep me going
i'm gonna miss skating and jogging without it
holding on to a 20century phone
but actually it dint really affected me that much
i still can bare with it
but really soon i should save up
and get a iphone



take time to realise

My Life in a Mess now
i lost my direction
its this the path for me
i really have no idea
2years ,
i really dont know whether can i hold on to it
forcing myself to do things i dont like
rather than risking and pursue what i really want
i'm no longer in sync with them
maybe i just have to try harder
Hang on for 2years ,
and i'm off to Australia !
i got to keep telling myself that
Bernard Chalet last Monday
and that reminds me of my phone
&& My embarassing moments
but i met a bunch of nice bitches
shall skip it
so its onlya few pictures
i grab from chloe blog
i'm a sinner
haven been church like ages
i need to get my priority right
and just met Simon
i miss him like nuts
my nice pal
and we catch up a lil

loves

i

After going through all the hassle

i'm still standing on the crossroad
making desicion to the right path
my future , i cant seem to be sure of it now
i used to be so sure of my future
aiming towards my goals , my big dream
a big fall which lead to this
i know i'm the cause of it
its making me uncertain of my future
but through this fall back
i learn alot ,
i always thought my life's hard
yet in fact , i'm really blessed
everyone try to satisfied my needs
human nature , its never enough
i'm making everyone worried
yestersday we came to this agreement
i just got to hang on two years
and she gonna sent me abroad
i can see that hilary really put alot effort
on pulling me back to school
but i'm just afraid it wont work out
and i'm not sure is that what i really want
maybe she's true psb might not be the right path for me
i need to think about it all over again
i just hope i will have a answer for myself tonight
Dine at Chijmes last night
was good , i love the cheesecake
the food was good
wine just make the perfect finish (:
and went City Space to chill
its was nice ,
magnificent scenary
the ambience was good
and head on to breeze bar
chill and played cards
my blackjack luck is good
so eric was the one drinking all the time

and met up with Ken to catch up
Friday did an event at Azzucar
helped out Cousin at the reception
with this lady
she was the winner of Ms Venus
back then , and runner up for Ms World
we chatted the whole while
nice lady , and she's now mother of two
and Night Cycling with Melisa and May
it was fun
ages since we cycle together
Melisa wanted to try the Maggi Goreng
so we cycled all the way there
it was tiring !
thats what i hate about cycling
you get all the aches pain after a long cycle



loves

The Size of my Finger

Chips & Wine
loves

Neverending complication
myriad of untold truth

i dont know why am i still hanging on there
naively , waiting for a change?

i should just let nature takes it course
oh my god ,
Both of them are back (:
I miss them so much
Ruth brought a big bag of stuff

but none are for me

just a whole lot of toys
oh okay , she's really good at acting
she fool me that she brought this gucci lanyard
lol , end up was fake
but it looks pretty real
and Hilary brought this Mini Iphone
Made in China -.-
cause she lost her phone again!
and a Gucci Wallet
pray hard that she dont lost her stuff that often
its getting so frequent ,
at least once a month ?
lol , both of them just brought back lots of weird stuff
its making me feel like going on a getaway !
arghh , i'm so stuck in this small confined country
met Simon
went to had Fried Fish Noodle at Downtown
and head on to Pet Farm
to look at the Puppies
awww , the first puppies we saw
when we enter
was toy poodle !
afterwards ,
we went to this nice spot to watch the plane
and just chatted the whole while



loves



Dont not let whats on the outside define who you are on the inside

My References !

Henderson Wave !


After Hair Cut & a really long day !

Awww,Brownie w Ice Cream !

Cabonara
loves

it just looks so great!

Daisyssss !

Reserved

A Slot Just for it ?!

Yestersday ,
Accomplished quite alot of stuff !
everything are going on too smoothly
and its doesnt seem real
thank god , for blessing me throughout all this
though i was lost at a moment
but still i went through it
finally completed my registration
waiting for the letter of acceptance
and
I'm Starting School in May !
a new chapter , new environment
new challenges ahead
met Simon yestersday
thanks Simon !
went for the Education Fair
kinda disappointing ,
its only a few booth
went for dinner at Creation
at Shaw House
Suddenly , Simon jsut have the urge of getting
flowers to congrats me
haha , was one stalk of daisy at first
and after i went toilet ,
he surprised me with a bunch of daisy
Daisy just make my day !
went Chapter two to have my haircut
i miss my stylist
he know me best
but he's promoted to the Jurong New Branch
anyway i only trust chapter two stylist
Finally had a good haircut !
went Henderson Wave afterwards
and didnt expect sucha crowd
so after awhile , went to Keppel Marina (:
wine will make a perfect end ,
but sadly we dint get any
met Keith today
he's into Saxophone !

lol , imagine keith playing it
he accompany me to the National Library
need to do some preparation for my course
but i probably need
Business Study For Dummies


Loves

Long Queues to get in Butter Factory !

I been chilling out frequently now
seems like going back to my past routine
going back to the places
its bringing back memories
okay ,i shall not mention anything sad
i know things will turn out better eventually
i need a getaway so badly !
Ruth in Hong Kong
Hilary going Bangkok tomorrow
and i'm just all alone in Singapore
maybe i should bring forward my plan
on going bagpacking !
sounds good
went Butter Factory yestersday !
its really happening ,
i even met cousin there
i dont know whether
i'm sick of clubbing or the guys
that really turn my mood off the entire night
dint pretty much enjoy myself
Simon is feeding me too much good food nowadays
and we need a balance for it
a heavy meal , which means a heavy exercise
just went skating with him
it was a good workout (:
East coast is like my second home
everytime i'm down ,
its would be the first place that come up to my mind
it always makes me feel better
i think i should learn to take things easily now
one at a time ,
i'm putting too much pressure , expectation
i know i'm gonna drive myself crazy soon
enjoy my life to the fullest now!



Cheers

sometimes i wish i'm not different