Did alot of things in a day
Brought dad to ''Boon Tong Kee''
think that its time to pamper dad
so i pay for the tab this time round
thanks him for everything !
it took me alot of courage to tell him
about my desicion
thank god , he was supportive (:
went for Casting & Briefing
met simon afterwards
we went to check out the school
psb academy ,
most probably i'll be studying there
did the registration and stuff
i was given only a few mins
to make the final desicion
alot of things to be taken into consideration
cause they only left a few vacancy
so i have to decide right away
if not i would have to wait for the next intake
which is in November
everything seems to be in a rush
school starting in May
yet lots of things undone ,
went for Movie afterwards
Departure
its quite hilarous ,
but i wont recommend it
emotion always gets over me easily
was suppose to skate
but rains ruin the plan

i think i'm falling sick soon!





Smiles

Best day!

Nelson , Sean & Keith

Gone !

Two Birthday Guy

the plastic bag filled with Sean's Dinner

Keith & Sean

Nelson , Sean & Keith

Birthday Boy (:









Our Warm Up drinks

Cool Place to Chill ?
isnt it , out of nowhere in the mall
Best Place ever

Years Back ,
Pure Yoga (:

Practicing !

Shifting the gears

My Favourite Wine
but i prefer the one on the Plane

Keppel Marina

the education exhibition is on !

Billy&Ruth

Happy 21st !

Seafood Platter

Fish&Chips

So Cute
i want a dog on my birthday (:

Jasmine & Kelvin

My Volks!

Been Celebrating Birthdays
Another one to go later on
Ruth , Sean & Jennifer

Ruth 21st Birthday !
was the chalet and a small lil surprise
and was working for Wall's Roadshow
seriously we have got nothing much to do there
my boss really surprised me with his looks and age
he look super young , i cant even recognised him
i was trying to search for maybe a
middle-aged man around
he's damn humorous -.-
and he got his sister to work as well
so they been sharing their childhood stories
two nice siblings (:
Sean's Birthday at Velvet
met up them near Holiday Inn
i thought they will be at a bar
but when i got there
they are like at nowhere in a shopping mall
with table and chair -.-

and they brought Johhnie Walker
so we start drinking there first
waited for the rest
but very soon , sean already got high !
lol , so went Velvet afterwards
winnie was drinking like nuts there
everyone was getting drinks for sean
haha , lots of shots
lol , end up they managed to get him vomited
i guess thats what everyone want to see
end up winnie was damn drunk
we had to actually carry her and help her out
haha , She really have to thanks sean
went Keppel Marina with Simon recently
its was nice

we brought barokes & Chips

love it ,
nice way to chill !
been chilling out lately
and met Edmund yestersday
Villa Bali !
cause they closed at 1
so we switch to the Pump
edmund claim thats the most happening place
on Sunday
but guess what they play
Indian songs !
nice recommendation edmund
but its really quite happening
edmund really impressed me with that
haha , thats suppose to be kept as a secret
and we drank like two bottles last night !
haha but we managed to hang on
and got home safetly
i feel blesed and contented now


i need khakis
JetSki & Go Kart !



i'm trying not to let my emotion in

Ruth!

Best Shot !














Everyone start attacking each other lol

he seriously dont look like he can drive
haha , if i'm the traffic police
i will definitely stop his car
and its only 3months back he got his liscense
yet his dad is lenting him his mercs
lol , another lucky chap

sweet!

ChengXun, Ruth,Yong Ann , Alicia

At first , we was wondering where's the 21st
and we realised
you have to see both of the cake as one
in order to see 21st , 19th & 20th
and Year 2009
Look at it Horizontally we will see
21 , and 09
Chengxun ( Fancy ) : 19th
Yong Ann : 20th
Ruth : 21st
and its 2009
lol
Chengxun's idea -.-

Yong Ann
thrash with Cakes & Cream
lol

Our Hard work

the two Chef !

Gift from Hilary & Me
the Helium Ballons & the Bouquet of Balloon

Its Delievered in ,
so the guy only do it on the spot -.-
and i dint know bout it
so i just pulled ruth to received it
end up she stand there watching the guy
setting it up
and i just spoiled the surprise
lol , but still she was shocked

The Garden Bungalow
aloha loyang

with 4rooms !

and a Spacious Garden

the Paper which Cost us 1buck

its super gorgeous
When i got my liscense
i must drive all the hot car for once

Mr Tang ,
I'm really surprise to see him on advert
one of skatesport oldest coach

Julia !

One & only Group Photo
Ivan , Yong , Herman , Ben
Winnie , Faith & Alicia

Wine (:

''The Exclusive Gays on the move''
Please be Mentally Prepared
for the Picture Below
Content Warning !

LOL!

Candid !

Met Julia to skate recently
god , i just miss the old times
its the best working experience i had

with the most happening crews
its all Fun , Joy & Laughter
we shall Catch up soon guys
Celebrated Ruth,YongAnn&ChengXun
Birthdaysss
at Aloha Loyang -Garden Bungalow
cause their birthday happens to fall three days after each
so they decide to do it together

got up early ,
helped them with the food and preparation
sister insist on having fried rice
so the three of us
was stuck in the kitchen half of the day
cooking the fried rice

and the two guys are really nice ,
they got me to cut the chilli with bare hands
none of them told me it gonna hurt
thanks to my inexperience
it hurt me for the rest of the day
which was really torturing ,
i felt like my hands were burning
Finally in the night ,
we played ''Zhong Ji Mi Ma''
its really fun & retarded
every of us got drenched
and after awhile everyone start attacking each other
its best when you get into the toilet
everyone just stand outside waiting for you
to attack you
lol , we all really went insane
even the living room and kitchen was all wet
met Simon for supper
and he told me that he actually contacted her recently

i was surprised
was not intending to tell simon bout it
i will just let nature take it course
my hopes always led to disappointment
and i have enough taste of that
but just want to let you know
that i will always be just a phone away if you need me
& today , was waken up by billy
and since he was here
so i just went with him
back to chalet
Manjong !
i'm always bad at that
luck is always not with me
and had to help Ruth & Jennifer to make up
lol , cause had to send their photos
for some job
it was really funny when i help ruth to do the make up
seems like i'm doing on my face
so when i look at her make up
i feel really weird ,
and i keep laughing at it
maybe i'm not used to it
but i think i overdo the make up for her today
saw the Pictures jennifer took for her Europe trip
she almost went all the countries i wanted to go
awww , its my dream paradise
i seriously gonna work harder
and bring dad there !
and met Simon to study
but we always end up talking -.-
i really got to thanks him
i feel relieved right now
i decided to take this path and i'm gonna do it
i'm really serious bout it
SIM ,
God Bless me !





get rid of all my troubles ,someone

seriously , i felt foolish
stop all the coincidence

Genting Trip
19th-22th March 2008

Bye Genting :(

Our Last Meal together !








Alicia & Faith




Loves

Queueing for the rides (:

Notes left for us -.-

Cmawhore with Ben on the Cab

Loves , In the Club with Alicia

the Gay Partner , Ben & Ivan

Yong , Ivan & Ben

LOL

Zouk !!!

Winnie , Yong , Herman , Ben , Ivan & Alicia

Starbucks !

Signature Hot Chocolate (:

HeliPad!

Forfeit -.-

Yong was doing some Stut and torn his pants -.-

the Gay Gang !

4days 3 nights
time always past faster when we are enjoying
its fun to go with a group of friends

but its still awkard when you just met them
the 4days we never had a chance to eat together
only the last night , everyone start to realise
is either the guys cant wait or we dont have the same things in mind
so we often end up going on separate ways
and its really first time in my life ,
to see a group of guys take their own sweet time
to prepare and stuff
and just let the girls wait
First Day
didnt really sleep much

had dim sum with alicia when everyone of them sleep
and i seriously cant sleep

was in a melancholy mood ,
trying to do things to make myself busy
all the emotions came running to me ,
the place where everything happens
nothing seems to make me feel better
went to have a walk outside ,
met ben and herman at the lobby
and we went to walk aorund
went to the Helipad
its really cool , i love the chilling feeling
and when we are all suppose to meet at 6pm
the guys only start sleeping by then
so all the plans were ruin ,
and in the night had wines in the hotel
end up having wines spilled all over the room
went starbucks to chill afterwards
loves
Second Day
went down Kuala Lumpur !
we took a cab down to times square
and Shop !
&& the best part of the trip
Zouk !!
went to chill at the bar before its open
the rules are really stricter compare to singapore
its good in a way they wont attract the wrong crowds
its so happening
i love the Zouk
the only thing was smoking is allowed in the club
the Ambience was good , the service was good
you got to view the Mtv of the songs played ,
its really good , though the music isnt fantastic
we got a bottle , but dint manage to get myself on the mood
got myself more drinks , manage to get a free drink from the bartender
thats was good ya !
Cheers*
Third Day
Theme Park !
all of us overslept ,
we played almost all the rides in the theme park
and i realise actually there's nothing much

in the past , due to the queues
we always dint manage to have to play all the rides
and catch The International in the night !
its was a good movie
and we planned not to sleep the entire night
so we just chatted the whole night
i manage to get into the casino
was so lost in there , cause i went in alone
went to observe around
and the only easy one was Big Small
so start playing that , end up losing 60
and had to go back to meet them
haha
and all of them set me up
they wrote a note in my laptop

Date: 21/3/1977

Emily's suicide note.

...1977
I want the truth to be told
I cant bear the truth within me
What is done cannot be undone.
As i'm writing this note
Im bearing all the hatred within
Im cursing to all the people out there
Therefore, im ending my life right here right now
at this hotel high above the clouds.
I curse the ones who read this letter
that you will be condone to hell and burn within the diabolic flames
that evil shall fall upon you
and dwells within you
God o god,faith o faith.
I don't know what else to believe in anymore.
I curse the faith that led me to this end
and that evil shall condemn all those who have..
htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf htiaf
evil shall go backwards....
7917..
the number i will always remember
and that my soul will dwell in forever
When i jump down,i won't be alone..
cause i will always have faith with me.


Emily rose,the untold.


and everyone was trying to scare me
by making it worst
the next oscar awards winner
and i kept closing it down
yet they keep trying to open it up
acting to be curious -.-
its pretty dumb when i think about it
7917 was our room number by the way
lol , the night pass really fast
and soon we got ourself prepared for breakfast
went to had Dim Sum (:
and soon after got to catch our bus !
oh god , its making me missing the time we spent there
more photos to come !


loves

Emotions have taken me over
Just Look ahead , cause i'm living for my future

To Candice

Girl , hope you are looking at this post
Joanne pass me your link ,
if not i guess i never had a chance to actually say all this
i'm glad to know you are doing well
everyone must be wondering what happen to us ,
i know you that you will never take the first initiative
and i just thought you would think its better off for us this way
thats why i never wanted to give it a try
in fact all this while , i'm worried
was wondering what you been doing and all
but never have the courage to send you a text
i never even have the courage to mention your name or talk bout you
cause its really hard for me,
and the only way was to avoid it
thinking back how close we were , and now we seems so drifted apart
i really felt awful about it
and i always cherish our friendship though is only for months
yet its one of the most precious friendship
i miss the times we shared ,the places we used to hang out ,
the songs we used to hear
all the experience i had with you , its something memorable
i miss the times when we shared our joy , our sorrows
how we get over everything together
you are one of them who know me best
no one can really feel what i'm experiencing except you i guess

i really dont know what to say more
cause i been keeping too long , so many things to said
yet just cant seem to come out of my mind now
and i'm really bad at expressing myself , you know it well
i'm really gladful you actually cherished this friendship as much as i do
yet none of us know what to do
truthfully , if i'm given a chance to make things right
and this will definitely be the one


P/s Really hope to hear from you soon

I Love the Rose !












The Creative Chef !
Its a Malay Store at Changi Village

I'm Delighted with everything i have now (:
Genting Trip on 19th-22th
Leaving on 18th night !
i'm really eager about it ,
i'll be going with Winnie & Friends
Make it Happening !
i really thanks gerald presence in my life
he always have a way to make me feel good bout myself or make me smile
yet we are placed in different part of the world

but in life , we always cant have both
but at least he's always happen to be there when i needed someone
New York City , I'm saving up for it !
if i could , haha
but thats impossible i know for now
anyway another year to go for his return
i' wish i have a opportunity to study abroad
and Edmund yestersday got me laughing like mad
his flirting skills ,
i will give a thumbs up to it
Mr Scandal is really up to his name ya
the day before , went skating with those Genting Khakis
seems awkard , cause i dont really know them well
we skated all the way to changi village
and our trip was really a last minute stuff
like only then i got all the details
was suppose to leave this morning that was the initial plan
but lucky winnie happen to have some stuff going on
so we pulled back everything to tomorrow night departure
it gives me more time and easier to book the hotel
the awana was a disappointment
dint expect to be so high in demand
so dint manage to have it was a turn off to me
i miss the Jacuzzi and everything bout it
its sickening ,
dint manage to sleep well this two days
cause i just felt obligated to get everything done
and though i sleep late yet i manage to wake up early
and start calling again
this two days i guess i made the most calls
i was just hoping for a miracle
anyway its good enough , we manage to get rooms and coach in sucha rush
but still we only have once choice, First world
its so packed that , Resort hotel cant even offer me 2rooms but only 1
and the only available hotel in Genting was First World
I Love Dad , if not for him
i guess i wont be able to go , his sponsership
lol , he really surprise me
i thought he would be nagging at me
cause i spent alot this year on travelling
thanks dad ,
i will want to bring you around the world one day
and thats my promise
loves
Last few days been with Simon
Studying
he's always ready to go anytime
haha ,and someone to go crazy with me
changes along with my mood
i guess i'm the only one who will travel all the way to big splash just to study
he taught me how to control the gears and stuff
and we were coordinating well together for the past few days ya
and i kinda get the hang of it
but i guess the parking will be a problem for me
gonna show to my sisters that i can get the Manual License !
to Hilary and Ruth (:



"But sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs. How to tell from the ones who want us and the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. And maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe... it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future.Maybe the happy ending is... just... moving on. Or maybe the happy ending is this, knowing after all the unreturned phone calls, broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment you never gave up hope.
and my happy ending is be alone
-He Just Not That Into You
Quoted by Edmund

i want to rent the Dvd *
(He's Just that into you)

Jerry & Samantha
Catch Up Soon (:
Jerry i miss your fondue !


P/S My Happy Ending is to be alone

I Feel a Fool


& i shall make it an end , cause i believe i'm better off alone

It took me quite some time
to see a clearly view of things ,
to start moving on ..
what have i been doing all this while ?
in fact ,i really have no idea
when everyone start asking me how am i doing

i would pause awhile for an answer
i dont really have an answer for myself as well
no achievement , no progress , no change no everything
I'm back to square one
when will i see a total change in me
when will i start to stop dwelling onto the past
and seriously just move on
searching back for my passionate , determine & motivated spirit
my expectation of myself left me suffocating
my perfectionist attitude have given me so much pressure
i'm well aware that i need to put everything down before i can move on
actually i have to thank god for Simon
he actually enlighten me and draw me to reality
i guess i have enough break to settle my emotion
i just haven been trying hard enough ,
i should be thinking of what can i really do to help myself
instead of dwelling onto the past
i'm just walking in a circle that way
and i really want to get out of the circle
i just want to trust in him and relay on him now


Celebrated Dad's Birthday recently
at a Korean Dining Restaurant at East Coast
was a buffet
and we had lots of meat , & ice cream cake
lol , i really enjoy the small sessions we had together
i always love family gathering
maybe i dont always have the chance
first year of dad celebration without her presence
she used to be the one so excited bout it
telling us in advance to remind everyone of us
she always love to order Pizza hut for dad's birthday
cause she used to think he love it or maybe she's the one who love it
but in fact , dad always hates pizza hut
only his previous birthday we happen to know it lol
haven seen dad smile so brightly till today
watching him smile , is my greatest pleasure
its making me feeling nostalgia now
i really regret that i should agree when she wanted to cook me
the noodle and drums on my previous birthday
its so wrong to think there's always another chance
okay no worries, i'm good with it now
G12 Conference !
dint attend the first session which is yestersday
cause i slept the entire evening and woke up only in the morning
thanks to the flu medicine which send me into a deep sleep
but went in the afternoon today
a young columbia lady preach was the most inspiring
she's only 17 and she could really speak well , confidently and inspiring
infront of 20,000 people
i think she's really good
i really listen attentively to her preach
and was inspired by it
loves
turning in early !


Trust in Him , and Rest in Him
with him , i will overcome everything
and thats my belief


* Knowning More about yourself

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.


www.quizbox.com/persoality/test82.aspx
i find it really true , accurate

I'm Back !
As it gonna be a really long post ,
So be Patience

Away for a week
Camp & HongKong Trip
It just happen to be in a row
3days encounter camp
got to sort out myself a lil
learning to put things easily
i'm Changing
Hong Kong Trip
2March-5March
just went pass really quick
we got there in the morning as we took the midnight plane
& left in the night so we fully used our Four Nights well

took Jetstar , so much better tha tigerairways
lol , but its really pathetic , when we got to Hongkong Airport
we have to take a bus to bring us to the terminal
cause its a budget plane so theres no slot allocated for them
Hong Kong is really all bout shopping & eating
we start our day at 9am and usually return to our hotel at 12pm
its madness and we always dint realise the time
till shop starts to closes then we start to realise its already late
lucky the weather wasnt that bad ,
18-20 degree
we dint manage to cover all the places
shall leave for the next trip there
and its not a very good time to shop
cause they are clearing all the winter clothes
so nothing much to grab there
i guess dad was the big buyer in the end
but was fun travelling with them
Auntie Doris , Uncle Khoo , BeeLian Auntie & Dad ^^
and i learn to travel around HongKong
its really hilarous
Aunt almost drive everyone crazy

i love Barokes wine
we just cant shop shopping& eating even on the plane
thanks dad for the trip !
Next Stop : SouthEast Asia !




Thank God Blessing
Forbidden to Remember , Terrified to Forget