Uncle & Yancong Cousin

My Nephew ,
Brayden
he's still as handsome (:
but he's really pampered




My Ballet Studio




Nursing Home
it looks really nice right ?




Grace giving me that Pig face






Great Grandmother

My Adorable Niece !
wearing the dress i gave her :D

Candid

JJ

Shag !

Lobster

Billy

Busiest New Year !
Visiting & Gambling filled my week
for the past three days i been gambling and thats really scaring
and i dint have a proper sleep for four nights
Queens of the Gamble Queen
Black Jack :D

but at the end of it , i dint really lose nor win
so thats good enough for me


St James on Wed (:
its been so long since i club kay
and i finally realise the reason i dint prefer clubbing at a point of time

cause of the guys who spoiled it


thurs was happening
went to JJ's friend place
thanks to winnie invite

haha , i managed to scare three of them at once -.-
actually i just wanted to scare winnie
dint expect Adrian & Bernard to react as well
thats was pretty hilarous , their reaction
went to play blackjack over there
was super fun , kept laughing
and Bernard , winnie & me
was on the lucky side , we all won over 50
so everyone start to come over to our side -.-
haha really enjoy the game
though we sat there a few hours but time just seem so short
end up at JJ's place playing Manjong
regret so much , in the end i lost :(
throughout the night ,
JJ's was so paranoid
he so afraid that either me or winnie will look at his tales
haha , he was so afraid to agitate us as well

so he kept saying relax , asking us not to get agitated
when he's there laughing himself

and no matter what happen his very first reaction
is to calm us down
and we gamble all the way till morning
i got influence by them
wasnt discipline enough to be determine
and its gonna be my last time

Bernard left first , he's damn funny
seriously felt bad ,
Cause he end up taking bus home when all of us took cab
Friday went Billy's Place
the Buffet was a sumptuous feast
sadly bernard did get to enjoy it!
started playing Black Jack again
wanted to win cab fare end up losing
went to meet Bernard first
we were like walking aimlessly in town
while waiting for winnie
end up she's not well
but she owns us a meal ya?
haha , Dont worry just rest well
so we got to find a last min plan
so went to Billy's Place
and i won back (:
haha , was really lucky
i was banker for a round
and i got Black Jack
and when the uncle and auntie join us
it start to be really stress
cause they started putting hundred bucks
one of the uncle just place his hundred bucks with me
which means i'm the one responsible of his winning
so thank god , the first round
we got double As
super super lucky
Bernard won his cab fare back as well
haha , good for him
was fun throughout the night
till when everyone stopped playing
so both of us got to wait till 6
Chill at the Garden :D
and cab home
both of us damn tired ,
& we just Fall asleep in the cab
Saturday , was another round
went to visit Great Grandmother
and rush to my ballet class
oh god , we did alot alot of stretching
and i really got to practice

one fine day , I'm gonna touch the floor
rush to Amycousin place
then dad ask me to go another aunts place
went there and played Black Jack
was quite dumb cause dad was the banker
felt weird if i win his money
but end up he won my money
oh gosh ,
and uncle send me home
so we went talking bout our hong kong trip
and i'm going with all my aunties and uncle
cause non of my cousins are going
but i'm not worried ,
cause aunties are shopping queens
im just anticipating towards it !

loves

Happy Lunar New Year !
new year seems so short this year
& everything is so rush
i dint really have much time for all my cousins
First day ,
Our Family tradition to visit the temple
Grandpa's health has deteriorate
he looks fine , but seems to be really weak
i'm a lil worried
went Jenny Auntie Place
was happening
We were all Camwhoring
Played Taboo & Poker
Everyone got so stress up ,
and we seems to be in a trading market
haha loves
Seong Hoon join us in the afternoon

but he left after awhile cause of the travelling round
cause we got to travel to Billy Place and water the garden
& have to go aunt place
Reached Aunt Place only in the evening
everyone left by then
so was quite disappointing
Brenda & Yancong are having their ''Mini Concert''
its was great
Second day
dint did much stuff
Just Blly Place and Aunt Place
Brought Billy and Bambi for a walk
but there's seem to be on bad terms now

haha ,
cause Buddy just cant stop scaring Bambi with
his spilt personalities ,
one second he can be laying on the floor
next second he can be hoping on Bambi
lucky yancong is able to hold on to Buddy
make our job easier
they have their ''Mini Concert II''
& Played Poker
for the first two round , i got blackjack
lol , looks like my luck is coming ?
got to turn in early
loves

Yestersday met Julia & Jasmine
we really catch up alot
time just past so fast

julia just kept making me laugh
i admire her attitude ya
haha
and really miss the old times at skatesports
i wish it dint close down !
meet up reallly really soon kay

loves
and Shoot this morning at Chinese Garden
i overslept !

but still manage to prepare in time
faster than winnie who woke up 2hours in advance to prepare-.-
lol ! the last time i went Chinese Garden was ages ago
but i guess its still the same more or less
but lucky the weather wasnt really that bad
awaiting for the photos to be send (:
went bugis to have lunch
& Haji lane Mani& Pedi
had my reunion dinner
steamboat , oh god & im getting sick of it !!
and dad was super cute kay
Hilary: Did you put the Packet Drinks in the Fridge
Dad: Ya i Did .....
Dad: One
-.- oh god , cant stand him
brought Buddy to walk with Sister
went to find Cousins ,cause they brought Bambi down as well
Bambi seems to have shrunk !
i always thought bambi is really big in size

but after looking at buddy
He's like twice of Bambi
haha , and they clique on well
& enjoy themself quite alot
chasing each other ,
haha , and damn hilarous
&& Bambi is so in love with Buddy kay
she usually dont clique on well with dogs
and ya she dint even bark at buddy or groan
when she usually do , so cousins are surprise
haha , and they were saying might be because both of from Australia

-.-lol
was laughing throughout the walk :D
went skating with Winnie
she end up walking cause her skate bucker was broken
so we went on all the way to East Coast
this two days , hear alot from friends
and somehow it did make me feel so much better
but somehow i'm getting even dishearted bout this whole relationship thingy
i cant seem to picture out any happy ending now
im naive for believing in fairy tales
not that i mistook them for actual historical fact,or anything
but i grow up believing that for every girl , there's a prince
out there somewhere ,all she has to do is to find him,
then its on with the happily ever after
its crap
in fact dint want to raise up the issue anymore
been moving on well
i lost my appetite when i hear
& im so sick of it
so sick of remembering all the things
so tired to refrain myself from thinking
its time to really stop all this
i just got to get back to the times when i stand strong alone
and i definitely know i can
i'm so mad at myself
really , for my stupidness and incapablilty




God , guide me on the right path , and lead me

he's so adorable whn he start to lay his head on my lap :D

the bastard thats taking up all my space !



Random
Spoilt by Ruth !

trying to get buddy to look at the camera is hard

Look the hole he digged

His Sexyback

i'm so in love with Meg Cabot
she writes great stories
cause i just finish reading one of her great book
Queen of Babble in the Big City
Oh god , and i manage to finish reading it in a week
cause its too addictive
its kinda hard to find books like such
and it make it hard for me to love my next story book
it was a really long day for me
Oh ya , Buddy is at my Place now !
he's so love by me
really , and it so nice to have a dog at home
and we brought him to Sentosa !!!!
Keith , Ruth & Me
&&& it gonna be my first and last time doing it
can you imagine?
a dog who pulls you around
who eat everything he saw on the sand
enjoy drinking seawater
kept on digging for stuff
and wont listen ?!
but i still love him knowning his still a puppy
lol , pity us
we kinda have to take turn and look at him
make sure he's being good
brought him to swim instead he start drinking the seawater-.-
but at least i got to suntan & enjoy the sun (:
loves
Recently i just went for a really long Jog
all the way to east coast
it was madness !!
lol , thanks to Dalian who propose it
but it was a good workout
which left me restless this few days

i'm excited bout tomorrow plan
Sentosa again && the best thing is i'm meeting
Julia & Jasmine !
its been ages since we met & really catch up
and i really miss them
okay ,i feel bad for changing my date with huiling
& as well as my swimming date with cousins
when i promised them i would be free for it
and and samantha
sorry , i just spent all day with buddy
god , sorry i will learn to manage my time better
Cheers !

Life can be great , If we want it to be
everything lies on our hand to make a difference
every obstacle in life , is to mould our character
and though life may not be fantastic all the time
but eventually you will realise it all happens for a reason
having Migraine nowadays
even

Love is Patient , Love is Kind
it does not envy , it does not boast , it is not proud , it is not rude
it is not self seeking , it is not easily angered , it keep no record of wrongs
Love doesnt delight in evil but rejoices with the truth
It always protect , always trusts , always hopes , always perseveres
1 Corinthians 13:4-7



Dont let anyone think less of you

because you are young . Be an example to all believes
in what you say , the way you live , in your love , your faith , and your purity
1 timothy 4:12

Billy's Place Garden
it so spacious
dint realise it till now cause they put a fence
and they just took it out
imagine you can just lay there reading a book
under the sun
woosh , thats how you enjoy life isnt it ?


Camwhore after Service

Chris , Ruth & Faith

thanks to Chris who ruin the photo
haha

Chris i did it on purpose !
lol

Chris & Faith

LOL !

My Spiritual Family (:
but there are more ..

dint realise Joy was still munching something
lol , haha

Look at the Dumb Caleb -.-
cause we was teasing bout his eyes

Joy & Ruth

thy Five of us !
Caleb , Chris , Joy , Faith & Ruth

Terrorist !

''Dont want la ! not the rose ?! ''
lol , haha cause we forcing him to bite the rose

Tadah !
haha ,does he look like Shanghai Pimp ?

Finally had my rest this two days

& i'm feeling better now

had a stupendous dream last night

oh god , tell me it gonna really happen
deja vu ?
haha ,let me stay this way
i dreamt of my wedding day

too bad i dint saw the looks of my caucasian husband
i shall not share too much
cause you cant share your dream too much
if not its not gonna happen
lol
last Sunday service was great
I'm starting to love my weekends
but we are always late !
Caleb & Chris miraculously came
haha
so we camwhored while waiting for our bus
yet thanks to Billy
we waited for him at his place for 4hours !
planned to swim , after so long
i finally brought my stuff but end up
dint went to swim ,
but he brought us to have sakae sushi
i really envy them
as in their family relationship
they are so close with each other in a lovely way
no quarrels, the most they only bicker with each other
loves
Chinese New Year is Coming
and i cant wait to meet up with my relatives & friends
cause we are celebrating !
More invitation please
fill my chinese new year plan
Cheers

Oh gosh
i'm totally worn out today !
with a really bad flu :(
&& Ya , My First Ballet Class today was AWESOME !
i'm so seriously in love with it
Ballerina Wannable
very first lesson and i'm late for 30mins

cause i made a mistake with the timing
was panicking around ,
until a kind soul came out
thank god !
it was a relief
met Boonchew
walked round town looking for his shirt
it ages since i went town to shop
i guess i got to get down soon to shop
but i guess its hard for me to find time nowadays
and went home with Ruth
she's finally back
Cell group meeting today
loves(:
apart from sharing & hearing
i really felt that i grow stronger
or perhaps feel better each time
i really love how things are going on right now
when you put faith into it , i'm sure things will work out
with god , everything is possible

Cheers!

Fill my life with it

Thanks God
for making this week sucha great week
though the first week of 2009 dint turn out well
thanks to 2008 which left an avalanche of misfortunes
but i really hope everything getting better
though im still kinda moody nowadays
but i will try to get myself back
was really busy these days
with school works , school works & school works
&&& some other stuffs
my day is almost filled up every single day
but i kinda like it ,
School been really great
thanks to those People around me
they really make my day and they are my motivation
i really pray hard its not just the beginner
just hope it last for long
something coincidence happened
Ya , was totally shock
was glad somehow to meet him
and i'm talking bout ,purely as a friend
haven had subway for long
and recently had it with Melisa
used to be a Subway Fan
Okay , In fact , i'm a fan of a few
lol, and we went to Big Splash , Starbucks
loves
and That sweetie gave me a Love Letter today !
knowning i been really down these days
awww ,so sweet of her (:
that really help , it make me feel better
thanks for your understanding
lovelove
thanks huiling as well ,
been really patience with me !
Have i been a really Horrible Person ?
Ya i guess i'm ..
everything is surpising me nowadays
even dad is surprising me
he was saying bout bringing me to Mt Fuji next year
haha , its so rare of him to propose bout it
New Year is a Joyful Event yet not for me
i'm not upset cause i would not be able to celebrate it
yet its the reason behind it

Always Believe that God had plan out everything for you
One shall stop clinging onto the past , and always remember we are living for our future

Look , how adorable is he (:

Buddy getting down the Pool

Its was a nice Sunday !
Went Service (:
was busy chatting with sister the whole service
service was great !
loves
we took the shuttle bus back
went to have lunch at Lot 1 w Keith
had Ajisen :(
i dont really love their ramens
Billy came over to fetch us

Brought Buddy to Swim !
was at a center near their place
with a Swimming Pool & Mini Playground & Grooming for Dogs !
as well as Cafe cater for us (:
Buddy was really enjoying himself
was running about and he's like the biggest among the rest
then he just cant stop hopping round others dog , lol
was shouting for him all the time yet he ignored us totally !

lol but watching him hopping around and having fun
was happy for him
we brought him to the Pool
he always reversing after swimming halfway -.-
no idea whats with him , and he cant stop disturbing others dog
went cafe to rest after awhile
had Sandwiches & Banana Spilt
spent half a day there
on the way back ,we realise the groomers hurt billy's paws!
bathe him when he's back
was really tired by then , doze off at his couch
i could really understand why they choose to be home all the time
if its me , i would definitely be too lazy to travel all the way to town
even having a car , the travel distance all the way from west to central
and i had to travel home all the way alone !
was an hour plus journey :(

i believe
Its a Blessing In Diguise

i guess i made right decision
to click onto it after weeks of running away from it
and i know theres gonna be some stuff gonna hurt me
yet i still went ahead to look
but as my tears fall ,i felt relieved
i just want to get him out of my mind
yet memories of us just keep flashing past my mind now&then
he made me realise theres actually different people having different perspective
i'm just being naive all along
i really learnt to appreciate people more now
maybe the way both of us sacrifice is different
even the way we love each other
and we misinterpret each other words often
maybe we are alike in the sense
we both need to be taken care of
i'm glad we ended early
but i really regret being so close once
been miserable these days
couldnt sleep well cause he used to be beside me
the times when he used to tease me
the place we promised to go
the words said
everything he left for me
and i could really say
the 2months was the best memories of my life
actually in fact i know he always love her
maybe thats explain everything
i just want the better of him
yet i dint know i hurt him in a way
but truly he's the guy thats was once the most important guy in my life
thus i seem to get hurt even easier with minor matters
he has all the ability to make me smile and cry
but i believe he's just a chapter of my life
a learning point
&&i know i will stand strong again
i shall make it an end to this
its was nice


P.S Dont cry over what had happened in the past , be glad at least you had the moment
i just want to say sorry for everything

loves

Box of Food from Korea
thanks Billy

i just need things to stay this way
it was a melancholy week i had
at least i'm feeling better today
the maltese thingy was kinda scam
cause its too good to be true

anw one day i'll definitely adopt a dog !

having rashes now
awww , its so bad alright
hope its fine in a few days time
and a very very good news for me
My Ballet Class at Singapore Dance Theatre was Confirmed !
Class starts next week (:
& got my ballet shoes as well !
Cheers
thanks Pig
accompany me around yesterday
was a really hectic day
visit a Doctor , Popular , Muji , Sonata , collect my online clothes , movie

and i went to squeeze everything in one day
cause i'm really lazy to get down to town and get all those stuff again
we got to run to get my ballet shoes cause usually they close quite early
and lucky we got there in time ,

was damn happy about getting the shoes
probably its been some time such i been saying i want to learn
and now Finally !
went to catch Australia (:
loves , but its abit too long
i love the Romance part the most and the lil boy courage
Ruth came to join us for movie
and at first we went in , its was only the three of us

we were all surprised , and we are not too early either
so we thought we went into the wrong cinema -.-
we went to check a few times but ya its the right one
haha , but theres was only 3 other people came in to watch after that
loves !

Happy Birthday Pig



Always Look on the Bright side of life ,
if theres no bright side , wait until the future turns into light

Bowling !

My Kids Meal -.-

Mee Goreng !

Curry Rice (:

Ronald !

Trying to Convince billy to take a shot with her

lol !

Homemade Cupcakes by Alex

the New York Guy
though he dont look like at all
cause he's kinda mix

Both of us were his tour guide for the night

Red Wine in HeliPad

the view from Helipad (:



went helipad recently
god ,its really a nice chill out place
I'm in love with it
and went sentosa with samantha yestersday
ya the weather wasnt fantastic

lol have to rush for cell meeting after that
thanks celine for the ride
love the gathering
i just felt that i really got to be commited to it this time
sorry samantha , i cant be able to accompany you
i realise i'm being really weird now
i'm just faking out myself
just not being myself , feeling so lost
yet i dont even know what am i vexing bout exactly
sigh*
everything turn me off
cant get my mood right all the time
Someone brighten up my day please
anyway i'm thinking of getting a puppy maltese !
having two seller now ,
Male & Female , both 13 weeks
god , but just afraid both are scram
went Night Skating last night ,
& got to wake up early for service
was late thanks to Ruth
and went lunch with Joy & Ruth at Pepper Lunch
was suppose to bring buddy to swim
but Billy &his brothers decide to go swim themself :(
went Warren Country Club
lol , left us playing bowling
haha , kept losing -.-
had dinner over there as well (:
they told us about their trip over dinner
and its like so much of fun !
i just want to travel around the world one day
loves