Christmas Eve's Photo

Cheers !

On the Plane (:

Bird Nest (:

Chinatown !

On a Ferry tour
to the Temple (:

Find it really cool (:

its a really cool club
but didnt have a chance to go in
cause its closed when we wanted to go -.-

My Childhood Restaurant

Traffic Jam !!

Food Stall near our hotel :)

Those food which cost us a bomb !
5000baht for a 4dishes

PizzaHut

the man that con me :(
haha , was cheated to buy some really dumb stuff !

First Meal *
i love chicken Rice & Sausage
you really cant judge from its cover

Our London cab to Hotel !

Bangkok Airport
was suppose to take this cute lil kid
but he walked too far away -.-

Ruthy

Joe& Shawn
met them at the bar ..

Ruth & Faith
Enjoying our Mani & Pedi (:

Oh my god ,
Uploading is driving me mad !
is there any easier way to upload the pictures?!
anyway
Happy New Year
i guess i have spent an hour uploading
adjusting & browsing the photos
Oh god Jesus
i'm back from my trip
okay , is wasnt that great
i miss home so much back there !

i just want some beaches and sightseeing & shopping !
no heavy traffic , crowded places
I'm leaving in such a hectic country
and i just need to get out of it
yet i'm going to somewhere even worst
lol ! Oh ya , heard the news ?
the bombing place was at South Sathorn
and my hotel was located at Sathorn
and its really near
celebmy new year on the balcony of the hotel !
the receptionist was really nice
cause i went down with dad to watch the fireworks
and wasnt that clear so he brought us up to the roof
which wasnt open for public
and its was astoniosh
oh my god , its like at the top watching the fireworks around the city !
and its jsut not a part of the city is putting the fireworks
other part of the city as well , and we could see it
from different sides
you could see three fireworks up from different part
oh ya Stayed at Ck Thai Suite
its quite a disappointment
cause its just a small building
the only good thing is its located outscape
so near our hotel , we have those cheap foods
and not really far from town
anyway i love the night life of Thailand
went to quite a few places
and was scam quite a few times as well
that really spoil my day !
and we just shop and massage and shop and massage
and ya eat and eat
haha , the massage was really good !
i'm addicted to it
went to the pub with sis
but wasntreally nice ,
okay probably i prefer to chill with nice ambience
meta few guys ,
they brought us to hyatt
the live band is really awesome
they are all caucasians
its the best live band so far i have seen
though its nice but i still miss my friends here
its never better off to chill iwth your friends
the rest i shall let the pictures do the talking
loves !
i would love to go Phuket !
i guess bangkok isnt the place for me

I'm Coming !

My Cute lil KeyChain

Joy & Ruth

I'll be in Thailand tomorrow morning
and be back on the 1st !
so excited bout it (:
have a early flight tomorrow
and we have to check in 2hours before -.-
okay i'm just afraid i would be too excited to sleep
Was woke up at 6plus thanks to Edmund scary missed call
i thought what happened to him -.-
end up i think he accidentally pressed it
but lucky i was still abe to wake up for service
Went Service today at FCBC (:
i decide to be commited to go church every Sunday !
but i have to pray hard that Ruth gonna accompany me every sunday
the 2hours service just went pass really fast
and went to have our Breakfast/Lunch/Dinner at ChangiAirport w Joy
and its definitely Popeye
I'm sorry , i just love it that much
and after our heavy meal ,
we walked around
Joy brought us to a Japanese Store
they are said that all the stuff are imported from Japan
that really explains the price !
so i just brought a really cute keychain
and back home to pack my lugguage
most probably meeting jerry for movie later ~
Bedtime Stories !
haven been watching movie and i'm getting abit outdated
loves !

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and all the Dresses are really getting nicer (:
i ordered one dress & a skirt from her !
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finding a perfect dress
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to love is to scarifice and serve
give up your rights to meet the needs of people
and sometimes you will even find people reciprocating

Camwhoring in the Bus !

loves !

She got pissed off cause i jsut cant stop -.-
haha

trying to kiss her but she moved away !
lol so it turn out this way

so i decide to camwhored myself !

Shot 1

Shot 2

Shot 3
but i guess none of it satisfied her
only i know the reason !
lol unless you are that observant
haha

smiles

Ruth w the flowers we brought for Joy !

Joy !

went Baptism Service yesterday
cause dear joy was getting baptise !
Congrats
was wearing damn casual
cause i was too lazy !
feeling damn uncomfortable the whole evening
cause we just brought the top together
and i was trying to be more sisterly (:
so decide to wear it together !
Service was great surprisely
was afraid they gonna preach but thanks
and heard the testimonials
its somehow moved me
things happen for a meaning
we cant anticipate what destiny /fate has instore for us
Earlier went to do Waxing w Ruth
Ruth went to do it first , followed by me
she look damn stunned when she was out
finally know why after it was my turn
cause we hve to strip off our top
and theres like three of them inside
its was quite embarrassing!
cause we did the Front & Back
lucky mine was faster and i guess better ?
Sis took 45mins to finish and heard that her therapist kept making mistake

lol , my body was feeling damn numb for the entire day !
met Melisa afterwards
while waiting for her to come flip through my organiser
memories flash past my mind
this whole year , it just went pass so quick
i guess it time to write down my resolutions
and redo my organiser
its gonna be the year 2009 !
and thank god i wont be in town (:
We went Night Cycling
woah , i prefer skating so much !
went Sentosa w Melisa & Grace , May today !
went to Cathay ,
cause Melisa had to change some stuff

and had lunch at Aston
we only reach sentosa at around 5 plus
and no more suntaning for me
Played Beach Ball & Frisbee

haha , just so much fun
was insulted by may so badly !
haha
i guess we just cant play without forfeits !
loves

Posh Brownie (:
thanks hilary !

the Dummy Keithy

the retards that are running with a scarf in the rain -.-

Hilary & Ruth

Merry Christmas
isnt the best chrismtas i had
but at least was spend with my loved ones
On Christmas Eve

Had Dinner at Fish & Co
cause of the rain !
and was damn hilarous ,
they took my scarf and shelter themself -.-
haha ,and keith actually join us as well
after that Melisa , Grace & May came over to my place(:
was suppose to countdown , but was on the phone !
lol anyway we had fun throughout
watched twlight !
and played manjong
Grace was telling me she doesnt know how to play

end up she keep winning -.-
haha , and we played twister
out of sudden , i remember i have twister at home
brought it so long yet didnt get a chance to play often
was damn hilarous , with forfeit

May kept losing

haha , cant stand !
and after that we started playing card games
kept digging stuff from the fridge for our next forfeit
lol i added tiger beer with Jolly Lychee
i know its damn sick
everyone has a taste of it
but unlucky may just kept losing
so she helped us with probably like half a jug ?
haha
went to have prata in the morning !
at my fav prata store (:
at Old Upp Thomson Road
and went Cycling
damn happening (:
we rent the two seater
was riding with may
i guess only the both of us are damn insane
so we kept crapping to each other
cycled all the way to changi
past by our old campsite
awww , i miss the old times
On Christmas
Went Out with Brenda Cousin & Ruth !

treat them Sakae (:
lucky Cousin and I didnt had much
cause wasnt feeling really hungry

went to shop around !
brought quite a few stuff
actually was trying to make myself feel better
but it didnt seems to help
okay fine , i'm not in my best mood now

loves

thanks for everything you said
i really dont understand you
ya , maybe you're right i'm the worst gf
i never been in a relationship
say all you want cause you never know how hurt
you ask me what have you done wrong
i didnt want to even give a reply
but i really thought you would want to know and change
maybe i was wrong
i wouldnt mind someone tell me whats wrong with me
and i learn from it
he said i'm living in my lalala land
he never know me himself
yet he could judge me ?
you dont even understand me yourself
probably we are really living in a different world
people we meet , hang around
seems so different
thus we totally think differently
if i'm gonna tell my friend my sistuation
they definitely understand me
maybe i expect , everyone does have a lil expectation from each other
but doesnt mean i'm living in my fairyland
wanting a perfect relationship
probably you never know how my past relationship was
thats why you dont even know how blessed you were
you say i'm just a lil princess
ya perhaps i still have alot of things to learn
but i know i can definitely think better than you
the way you handle things show you well
i have no idea why would i fall for you
cause i guess everyone close say it was a mistake at start
i guess so too
i was feeling remorseful at first
but now think all about it
i guess i did the right choice
i'm really disappointed
thanks for making everything end well
i dont have to hide all the things i want to say
if i'm gonna say something , i dont say it in the back
i guess i have the mutual thinking as you
you aint the best guy i met
and sometimes if i'm wrong , i admit i'm wrong
i dont blame it on you all the time
i want to be there , but you didnt even want me to
so stop saying i wasnt there when you needed me most
so are you there when i need you most
you think its a good time for me ?
not at all , you never know how hurt and bad it was
please start thinking about those things i'm going through
you think its jsut a small matters
i know i cause everything myself
thats why i'm handling all my emotions & the outcome myself
probably you dont even understand
its okay ,
its all over now

I'm sorry guys
always wanted to list it down
but kinda slip off my mind all the time
anyway Merry Christmas Eve !

Songs on My Blog

Deep & Meaningless - Rooster
Tongue tied - Faber Drive
Say (all i need) -One Republic
1,2,3,4- Plain White Tees
I wanted you -Ina
7 things -Miley Cyrus

Buddy

they are damn sick -.-
the sister was like pulling the brother shorts
and want me to take a shot of it

but super adorable !

Sake !

Nelson car ,
he has the disco light in it (:
oh my god , its super nice

its christmas eve tomorrow
was supposed to be all planned
but sadly not this time
having dinner with family tomorrow
Mount Faber ?
i'm awaiting !
yestersday i'm like a nanny
playing with the kids ,
bringing them to the playground
was really tiring
but they are really adorable
esp the brother
the way he throw temper
haha
Cute and he's really learning the bad things!
Buddy is growing every single day !
but still as adorable
he's really well trained by my sis & billy
thanks Hilary sis & Jerry
for being there for me (:
accompany me through the night
had Champagne & Sake !
ws kinda high ,
Double 0 !
but the music still wasnt good enough to keep me going
and super with Jerry
Melisa & Edmund !
i really have to thanks you guys for always being there for me
thus i feel better everyday with you guys around
oh ya edmund , watch out ya
i'm gonna be there anytime
haha , we shall see who's right about it !
oh my god , i really cant wait for my thailand trip (:
6more days!
and i could shop till drop !

I gave you all you desired
All that you needed
Boy, I provided
I let you into my head
Into my bed
And that’s a privilege
I had your back at the answers
You took the dollars
I took the chances
Defended, battled and fought
Cuz I really thought you loved me
I don’t know where to start or where to stop
No, but I know I am done
I’ve had enough
So fall out of my hands
Out of my heart
And when you hit the ground
You’ll be sorry that I’m not around
I will watch you
And you fall out of your mind
Out of your fantasy
When you hit the wall
Think of me
I’ll be on the top just watching you fall

In life , no matters how hard you try somethings just arent meant

was feeling really bad for the entire day
couldnt eat much , couldnt sleep well
i guess its a really bad year for me
nothing seems to work out well for me
but at least , out of it
i know who's there for me
thanks
sighed the entire day
couldnt get my mind straight
i guess i can hypotise myself telling myself
i'm really fine
i will get through this and stand up strongly again
he's the one that keep me going
he's the one i put in my all to love him
he's the one i put down my pride and do all those things
everyone gonna say they did alot for this relationship
ya , i guess both of us really did alot for each other
we cant compare those minor things we did
all the destructive words you say , its enough to hurt me
ya you may say its all facts
but some people might not take it , have you thought about it?
putting yourself in other people shoes
though all those things you said yet i still hang on to it
and accept for who you are ,
do you know i'm very emotional and sensitive ?
i never put down my pride and give in so much before
probably it may seem nothing to you
you say i dont understand you
but in fact you never let me understand you
even all those destructive words you say
i still put up with it and apologised
anyway its over
shall not talk about it
none of us it right or wrong as well
i'll move on and live better (:
i know i can do it
chat with Nelson the entire night
he told me his story
i really admired how he stand up after falling so many times
after listening i felt better
i'm tired of reasoning with you cause you never listen in whatever i say
you would start thinking i'm thinking of myself again
since you cant even understand me , try to be more compassionate to me
perhaps like you say its best for us
anyway thanks nelson for sending me all the way here
haha , its was a great chat with you (:
staying at Billy place to accompany sister
at the same time , need a getaway from home
loves

move on faith !

I'm utterly disappointed
Probably mostly at myself
you are a real chauvinist
since you are so glad right now
thats good
probably i cant be a good girlfriend
or i really dont know how to ,
i'm really disappointed at myself for not being able to be there
and understand your sickness ,
yet i kept telling you how unhappy am i
probably i really expect you to be there for me as well
after a night of thinking
i realise i'm really in wrong this time
i'm really sorry
i dint know you actually did all that for me
i really dont know what more can i do to savage this relationship
i guess i have put down everything to do all those
i shouldnt be too persistent on it
i guess you have thought it all out
thanks for everything
thanks for having me in love
i will always remember how we came close
i always remember the times , those lil things you did i was touched
those lil words you said
you been wonderful

i wanted you to be here when i fall
i wanted you to see me through it all
i wanted you to hold me in my sleep
i wanted you to the one i loved
i wanted you to show me what i need

P.S I Love You

Starbucksss

Attempt 1

Attempt 2

Attempt 3

Loves !

Cam Whoring with Melisa Camera

Genting Trip 15-17th of Dec

Day One
I really enjoy my trip but been worried bout Sexys
i really hope he get better
i'm sorry i didnt stay behind
but just want let you know you meant alot to me (:
we took transtar this time round ,
wasnt really good
and the queues at the checkpoint is really sick

i guess its time for me to update my passport
got there round 2 , and we only get to check in at 4
had lunch at Kenny Rogers
and went K Dinner w dad
we had a great time in there ,
dad pretty good at old songs !
the room wasnt what we expected

dad starting to hate the service there as well
hope i never gonna stay there again
we wanted to catch a movie , but its fully booked
so dad went Casino and we went to do a lil shopping
we brought mask and grab starbucks back to the room
both of us share th bathroom ,
its so long since we bathe together (:
and we crap throughout , haha
nothing dirty but just sister talk

Day Two
didnt got to sleep , was worried bout Love
woke up early for Dim Sum (:
and not long we have to rush for our lunch buffet
its all about eating for the whole trip
sister get hungry after awhile !
its damn scary ,
after not long we went for lunch buffet !
lol , haha
dad signed up for the silver card ,
i guess he was charm by the lady
but we got to have 7nights free at any resort every year even my favourite Awana !
and we got 2 free outdoor theme park tickets
so both of us went in , but only played a few rides
we decided to go back to hotel

the crowd really turn us off
went shopping , dint brought much stuff
just a dress from Mng for Christmas (:

met dad for movie in the night
lucky we finally got the tickes
its was the same salesman ,
i dont know what i'm gonna do to him if he gonna tell us the same thing !

we took the Osim Seats (:
its was really great

Day Three
woke up with a bad sore throat
i guess was the polluted gas
everyone smoking in the mall , thought there was a non smoking sign inside
had kfc , its too tempting
bird nest was really good , it cure my sore throat
haha ,brought for love as well
Back to Singapore !

13 more days to thailand !

went to find Love
not long met Melisa & Co
went Night Skating with them
i fall twice !
arghh , thats my luck
East Coast - Singapore Flyer- Esplanade - East Coast
haha , for the entire night
had a great time crapping with Melisa(:
love you girl !
credit to her for the music on my blog !

Loves


P.S i always wish to be the special one in you

I, I don't know why I miss you so much
Yeah I, I don't know why I still feel your touch
You, you left me feeling high and dry
With nothing, nothing but the question why
Yeah you, I guess you had another direction
And leaving me with nothing but a dead connection
If you call me today
I'll say that I'm fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
It's just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless
You, you knew what you were doing to me
And I, I guess I was too blind to see
Well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad
But I'd do it again to relive what we had
(Damn that's sad)
There are many things left to remind me
Of a love that I just can't leave behind me


''loving someone deeply is another way to kill yourself''- Edmund



Few Hours and i'll be miles away from you ...

Keith , Thanks for your fantastic choice !

Keithy

Keith&Faith

Love ,
get well soon alright
i need you back to your old self

dont be silly , i wont leave you
never before you do (:
i'm really worried here ,

leaving to Genting tomorrow morning
i'm sorry i cant stay here with you
being by your side
and god , its the 5th day now ;(
accompany him just now
was suppose to send my bracelet for repair
ya i spoil my tiff & co bracelet !
and my laptop , its giving me some problems
and was suppose to meet Julia & Jasmine for the Closing Ceremony
i'm so sorry i spoilt the plan , we will meet up real soon ya babe !
i miss you girls
but its okay ,shall wait for love to recover and accompany me to do all those stuff
ya and you promise me to do all the stuff that you been dragging with me when you recover
i'm really glad to hear all those words
i guess i'm a really useless gf ,
cause i dont even know what i can do rather than being by his side
i really hope i can ease your pain somehow
but i dont seem to be much help but just watching you laying in pain
get well soon for me alright , like you say
after i'm back , i'm sure you have rest enough to do all those stuff with me
we shall stop wasting our morning , and sleep in the night
no more chips for you , no more macs for you
ya ?
Sexys , I love you
went out with keith yestersday
wanted to do some shopping
didnt have much mood all day
had dinner at Aston
and ya keith is still the usual crappy dumppy
but always the Mr Nice Guy
thanks for Printing and Sending to my place
i owe you one !
and just try to lighten up our day ,
we decide to force each other to wear what we choose
ya , i know keith gonna choose those ugly , aunties outfit for me
so i choose some pajamas for him to go with with a basic top
ya he's a cheater , he wear a jacket on it -.-
and went sentosa , wanted to chill out there
but realise its Zoukout , so its crowded with people
so we got to turn back to Vivo and chill at Coffee bean
we totally forget it was zoukout ,
and we thought was some other occassion ,
was distracted all day long ,
ya probably even during my trip ?
i cant put my mind at ease
and when i'm back
its another big day
i need you to be there for me boy
so get well soon alright ?
arghh , i swear i never change my hairstyle again !
:( i'm having a hard time with my fringe
i need my old fringe back ....

P.S I Love You

Baby down with fever now
and its really worrying me ,
cause its been a few days
and i cant do anything
so have been staying at home
didnt have much mood as well
went Night skating this few days
just to make myself feel better
Last night , Ruth came along with me
and we chatted throughout the journey
times slip so fast that i felt as though i didnt skate
but she was tired by then , so we end up taking a cab back home
accompany Ruth to rebond her hair today
and so i went to do my facial as well
watching her pamper herself , just tempt me
today everyone was in for dinner
We got dad an advance Christmas Present
DavidOff Perfume
Dad was so crap !
He claim that the new leg massage was a Christmas Present for all of us -.-
haha , in fact he brought it for himself
but as long he's happy , we're fine (:
Christmas been stressful for me , cause i cant thought of any plans this year
dad say we are not celebrating so having a grand celebration is definitely out of the idea
but its our 2nd month as well ,
oh my god , but i'm still worry of baby's fever
pray hard that he's fine tomorrow***
or before my trip to genting
if not i wont be able to go in peace
and the damn sick thing
is i'm staying at first world
arghh , i only knew about it today
if i know about it probably i will give a second thought about going
pray hard we get a good room
Skatesports Closing !
lol , Its kinda sad
old memories
everything started out with skatesports
i can say i really enjoy the time working there
maybe its one of my best memories i had
where i met Val , Jasmine , Julia , Shanes' , all the old crews
i guess without skatesports we wont even meet
and ya probably daryl as well
and thats how i started knowning more about skating
and its part of my life experience
but almost all the staff flee to Inline
the management wasnt really good thats why
but didnt expect it end up closing down
and i think there's some closing ceremony this sunday ?
i'll be meeting the rest up ,
its a chance to gather all of us as well ?
haven met them for long , 1years plus i guess
and really miss them alot alot...
i guess all of them are really surprised how both of us get together
cause we used to hate each other so much back then
but somehow i cant bear watching skatesports closing


P.S I Love You
Boy , i know you are strong enough to overcome this soon (:
i miss you

All the Discounts Coupons !
thanks Jerry

Secret Dvd (:
Finally got it !

Met Keith Recently (:
watch a really dumb movie
"All About Women"
but we just walk out in the mid of the show
went Hard Rock Cafe for Dinner

the dessert was awesome !
Hot Fudge Brownie
was suppose to skate with Melisa
but she had a hard time getting the hang of it
so we drop the idea and taught her manjong !
lol , &&&& Everyday we are wasting our day sleeping
now we are known as sleeping beauty by my dad -.-
and due to the late sleep ,
baby down with cough now
Yesterday
i was sleeping so soundly and was disturb by an idoit
and when i went up to bathe , he went to sleep -.-
arghh , so he left me no choice but to go alone
cause my mom's prayer ends at 4
and by the time i was done , was 2 plus
and the best thing was i went the wrong temple -.-

lucky dad came to find me and brought me there
and we did the chanting for half an hour
its the 40th anniversary of a monk there
so they did a mass ritual for the deaths
there was a total of 30 000
catch a movie with Jerry , Hilary & Sexys in the night
Beast Stalker , its really worth watching
and we are so late thanks to baby
but he's nice enough to go with me though he having his bad cough
and they had supper at Hong Kong Cafe
i'm just so disappointed at myself
i just avoid cause i know i cant face the failure
but didnt expect that i facing something even worst
all my efforts i put in my work , its all wasted
friends around me pin high hopes on me
they all know i'm gonna go through this
they saw my effort put into this
i guess none of you guys saw it

probably all the things said during supper was just to prepared me for the worst
but all i need was some support like everyone is giving me
like gerald always say as long as you know you tried your best , and you give it all
you have done well , and i think i did
and no one will feel even worst than me when everything is out
i guess no one knows better than me how much i actually look upon it
i been keeping quiet too long that you guys think i'm ignorant
i have thought of the worst way before you guys have ask about it

and thats something i felt that i have to face it myself
but at least what you guys did , was drive me to achieve something i always hoped
and Gerald coming back to Singapore !
been waiting for this christmas
wonder if he have changed
Last min plan to Thailand & Genting (:
and Daddy paying for our trip to thailand
haha ,hilary wanted us to pay for myself
cause in march there gonna be another trip to Hong Kong
so she's afraid daddy's sponsoring us too much
in the end , daddy voice out himself to pay for us
Daddy , i love you
oh my god
29th i'm off to thailand !
its been years since i travel on plane
and i'm glad everyone going (:

&& we are having our countdown there !
Genting , i'm leaving Monday morning
dad is on holiday mood so it benefits us as well
cause we have to accompany him ^.-
but this time was to settle Mom's stuff as well
hope the Hongkong trip is confirm as well ,
i'm just waiting for dad to book the tickets
and i think it gonna be more happening ,
cause will be going with my aunts & cousins & maybe baby coming along
haha , so i wont have a miserable time there missing him

loves

P.S I Love You

Made in Japan

This two days been great (:
at least theres no quarrelling
haha , just came back from drinking
and i'm abit high now !
went St James with sister ,
it took me sometime to convince baby to allow to go
he was suppose to join us but end up he didnt want to
so he stayed home and he's playing manjong now !
lol , cause we had to finish up that bottle of Volka
she left it since her birthday and its expiry date is up
so we had to finish the whole bottle today !
lol, Hialry's friend was there to help us as well
and so happen so huiyi there !
Yesterday , i had my exchange programme
its JCS exchange programme ,
so i brought a total of 7 japanese girls out !
i think my group is one of the group with most student !
i'm pretty unlucky when i really know nuts
probably those normal conversation i'm fine
but to guide there all around ,
i was really acting like a fool for the entire day doing sign language
haha , but lucky they will nice girls
they are kinda innocent and with Amelia help
I guess i still went through it quite well
brought them around ,
Chinatown - Raffles Place - Clarke Quay - Sentosa - Vivo City - Bugis

haha . and most of it are by walking
and the pathetic part was i have to wait outside for them while they went to underwater world
dolphin lagoon !
they wanted to treat me in , but i didnt went
anyway underwater world is really boring so i would rather wait outside
and i regret that i miss dolphin lagoon cause i never been there before
but end up they treated me for dinner (:
aww , so sweet of them ya !
had a great time with them though tiring
and they give me some japanese tea & sweet
oh my god , and its really hard parting with them
but i act strong and just walk away though deep inside i really misses them!
and went to skate after that
meet baby at East Coast
*I'm not being emo kay skating alone

i'm just exercsing !

i just wish time would slow down
it seem like yesterday we became close
Sexys i love you

P.S I Love You

My Dear Retarded Sister !

Just went for Night Skate
and today its just me alone again
cause babys' skate at home
actually i kinda miss going alone
its been a month since i went on to skate alone
cause he would always go with me
and i always end up falling -.- haha
probably i need sometime alone at times
and i did enjoy my journey !
but today i started out abit late cause of the steamboat gathering at home (:

and i'm just afraid of the dark path home if i'm going to skate till the end
the calm breeze & never ending path always seems to make me feel better
it brings back some memories , i'm finally able to put that aside as long as everyone happy
i think i shall m-o-v-e o-n like my sister always say !
and mom , i guess i should put an end to all the crying ,
i believe you are up there watching over us
I'm surprised this time my tears didnt fall while listening to that song
Okay , We had Steamboat today ! which was suppose to be on last week
but due to everyone busy schedule
this morning , was suppose to get it with dad from the wet market
but dad got to work out of a sudden
and Went to Sheng Siong to get it in the afternoon with baby
he's really irritating , tryng to help him yet he didnt appreciate it
i shall not bother about him the next time
and i'm really impressed he knows how to prepared all the frozen foods
Billy came with Ruth today !
okay i'm surprised me
haha , and he's really crappy today
the two guys helped out with the frozen foods
and we set up the table and stuff
while waiting for dad & sis to come back
Hlary was delayed by meeting so we started out without her
and by the time she was back everyone done .
And Billy was really good in getting hilary with the washing
haha , Thumb up billy !
lol , and Billy just transfer the game over to my laptop ,
WarCraft , God , i'm sure he gonna be more addicted !
so he would definitely rather stay home with the laptop
rather going out , cause he's always saying i'm leeching his money
haha , okay i'll save up now
anyway thanks dear for your effort today
in prepaing all the frozen food and thats quite alot
love you , and i really love how you care for me
all the calls and messages
i really enjoy the moment everyone gathered together (:
billy was really an idoit to think we gonna stand thoughtout the steamboat -.-
Went East Coast Park consistently for the past two days ,
cause he's working there , and Hilary was with me to for the two days
went skating round the park , second day was suppose to give him a surprise
got up really early , but he didnt appreciate it !
in the night went to Jerry's Baby Shower
and both of us decide to skate home cause hilary was thinking i wont want or will take a cab home halfway through ,
so to prove that i'm not that weak !
we went all the way from Pasir Ris to Home , right daryl ?
lucky he just changed his wheels , and we are on the same par
and we skated past the safra country club
awww , so tempting , only today i realise my sis booked on her birthday
and so happen i miss her birthday this year !
await for my wed , Japanese Exchange Programme !

P.S I Love You