❤This two days i just feel good (:
ladies & gentleman ,
you never gonna miss this movie !
its just so damn nice >.<
its been so long since i watched something nice
the last one would be sky of love
and we aare really outdated we didnt even catch ironman & made of honour !
i just love their love stories ,
their dresses , even their swimwear, their bags ,
their place , their cars ,
oh my god , could i just say everything (:
getting invited to functions ,
and get the first row !
oh my god ,
how i wish i wake up to be the richest guy daughter
but i know i would think differently when i'm really are
haha , i would rather work really hard myself
& using my own ability to be who i am in the future
andddd we finally got our long waiting shell pay !
& we already jot down a list of stuff to buy & pay

which later make us decide to cancel off our bintan trip
and planning to book a hotel in sentosa
i'm really excited about our saturday !
its our big day , after so long
and met queenie & jo and jason , with one of their friend
we went to mind cafe !
i really love it
maybe its with the group of friends i'm with
anyway its just so much fun (:
I ❤ Candice !

maybe now its not the time
cause alot things is around me
esp my studies , & alot things have been affecting it
i have no idea what am i suppose to do now
i feel really bad
cause i just feel that you are suffering alone down there
i'm just not prepared for everything
its been hard for you ,
i prefer to be independant
i just prefer to live my own life now
i just dont want to be hurt again
although i know you wont
but we never know what would happen next
and you been really nice to me
i'll still be there for you when you need me
cause i'm just a call away
so please dont hide anything from me

cause i prefer to hear the truth
rather than i only know it later
i just want to concentrate on what i'm suppose to now (:
❤

loves

okay ,
was in the good mood 5mins ago
but spoiled by my sister
who thinks i purposely plugged her cable out
-.-
although i didnt did it on purpose but i still apologise
i'm just tolerating
and i'm just lazy to quarrel with her
went kbox with Candice Sweetielovey
and had the bufffet , we just grab as much as we can
eat till the fullest (:
and sing till the fullest
wasnt in my full mood for kbox but buffet
lol , haha
and just got the mood to play air hockey
so we went all the way to Cine wanting to play
but ended up was a disappointment
cause the machine is down !
so we decided to leave
i'm so excited about my pay tomorrow
& my Bintan trip with sweetelovey
her mom booked for us
but hope we received the comfirmation mail soon ((:
we really want a break out of this lil island
Bintan (:
days to go !



i'm sorry
its all misunderstanding
and i didnt even bother to ask
cause i always thought you have your own reason for everything you do
you know i hate lies
you know i hate people who cant made their promise
i know you dont expect things to happen
but you came out with the excuses that no one can accept
but i just went along with it
i rather i know the true , i rather you never promise

when was the last time i'm really happy ?
i dont remember , cause its been too long
since i really dont have to trouble about anything for the entire day
when did i became so heartless ,
when did everything seems to be nothing to me
when did i become someone i didnt even realise i am
when did i know how to put on a fake smile
maybe this me is trying to protect me from being hurt once more
and i'm just avoiding all along
why did my post always have to be so saddening
even myself dont know the answer to it
am i the one who causes all this
or its just that i'm having a really bad life
(:
okay enough of all that ,
yea , been busy with Candice Birthday
which just ended yesterday !
Happy Birthday My SweetieLovey
hope you really love all the surprises i gave
spent those few days getting people
and getting the stuff plus planning
its was really a headache ,
but its all worth it just to see the smile & shock on your face
love you bitch
& thanks to all these people who helped me out along the way
and came
& guys i really find another nice place to chill
Its at Big Splash ,
i dont rem the name of the restaurant
anyway its at 1 Roychester as well
i think its really time for me to stop making myself thinking
about those unimportant stuff and get my priority right
we are really having lesbian acts
touching each other hair
seducing each other ?
lol , Queenie & Candice both are making me so god !
yesterday Candice just got me to touch her hair in the middle of the road !?!
and after awhile i feel really weird about it
queenie was just a hnb ^.^
been disturbing , seducing me since morning
haha , 2nd person say i look like biosexual
'' Singapore is a Open World ''
Really thanks for that , oh my god !




everyday is a brand new day (:
always look on the brighter side of everything

Its too late now


cause i have already given up hopes on you
since the very day ..

why do people only treasure when its gone ,
its hard to get back to how we were
cause i'm sick of expecting so much from you yet all i get was disappointment
yet at that time , you didnt even bother much
what i only got from you are words ,
not action
i dont even know whether you are concern about whats around me
i need a listener
i need a person who's concern
i need someone encouraging
but you only call me when you need me
you blame me about not trusting you
but have you thought why ?
cause you never let me enter into your world
you always think everyone out there are taking you as granted
i find it so hard to gain your trust
and you blame me that i cant forget about my past
messages you sent now aint gonna change the fact
i dont know whether its just empty words
you are a sweet talker , you are someone romantic
you are full of surprises
but i know its not for me
cause i find it thats isnt everything
those are just the accessories of love
guys just tends to irritate me easily now
turning into lesbian ~

Huirong 's Chicken (:


the Emcee , Sharon & Dino

Kisses




Thats was Elaine Bowl of desert (:

especially for you , Joanne (:
Best Wishes ,
& i love you


The Two Pretty Wifes

Thanks SweetieLovey

the gifts (:
its the cute lil stamps with their faces

Congrats to Joanne (:
Went to her wedding yesterday
had a great time with the girls !
Joanne look great yesterday !
love all the girls yesterday
love love ~
i took out my extension :(
cause its only a few strands left ,
& thanks to the girls who took out for me
thanks to candice who brought back my shoes for me :D
love ya dep dep as well
& the ''Best'' friends Bracelet ,
i'm really touched !
was with queenie this morning ,
she's a crazy bitch as well
got really turn on by the music (:
i salute the DJ , lol

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

My Dreams !


To Fly (:
Even if i dont get a job in there

i'll definitely find a job which allows me to fly often
i simply love travelling !
when my job is stable ,
at the meantime while i'm travelling ,
I would travel around to find the greatest Drinks and Cakes ,
Franchise it , or Just make my own recipe (:
& Open a Cafe ,
Like the korean drama , Coffee Prince ,
that kind of environment , whereby you just feel good in there
even to chill , date ?
it will definitely be the best spot !
Nice Environment , Delicious Cakes
& My Retire Plan would be ,
Imigrate to Tokyo ,
and just live somewhere away from the City ,
Just Peace , Among the Grassland of flowers

We Often Regret in Life ,
but when we decide to do something that we know we gonna regret
what was on our mind actually ?
i really got to cherish every moment of my life
cause i have great people around me ,
where i never realised it , during my toughest time ,
there's always someone who is there for me
but i never realised ,
i'm blessed to have you guys around ^.^
in life we have up & down ,
but never do we forget whats our purpose of life
nothing gonna go smooth , if its always fine & well
we never learn , through hardship we learn (:

something in me
is still bothering me :(

I LOST MY PRECIOUS CAMERA !
:(((



nothing is comparable to the sadness you cause on me

i love you girls !

Punishment ! lol
its really terrible when i got my punishment !
i scream the hell out of me


Tamiya Events , with the Players

The Winners (:

Candid shots of the bitches

she's definitely a vain bitch :P
she's my love

feeling kinda lost & down now

i just need everyone to understand me
been drinking and its really bad
i swear i'm not going to drink so much the next time
maybe i'm numb by alot things going around
and i really dont know where's my limit
when i realised is already when i think i gonna vomit :(
cause its been sometime whereby i kept drinking ,
cause it really take me a long time to get drunk
but it doesnt mean you gonna make me drunk
cause i really really hate it
stop going breeze bar now , cause really hate the service
anyway its time to give ourself a break ,
and really study
yesterday was queenie chalet
i did enjoy myself (:
Candice went back early so left me alone there being bully by the people
okay , and really got myself having headaches now !
i think i'm gonna book the chalet there ,
its cheap&big , although its abit creepy cause its near OCH
but yea nothing happen yesterday (:
and really thanks to XX who got me home
but he owe me alright cause i kept helping him to drink as he ride
adults dont understand and i realised the only way is to go along with their way
no matter how much you say they dont get it ,
i'm really tired of getting my rights & letting them to understand

cause they never :(
i think my luck is really bad , everytime when i buy some stuff
things i got are those which are kinda spoil or weird ?
got a new havainas slipper the pink slim (:
cause my sister is always wearing my silver ,
so i decided to give her that i get myself a new one
and when i start wearing ,the strap was hurting me all along
and i got to walk back and get them to do it right for me
like my sony ericson is always giving me problems
my laptop as well , never get the best !
i want to go national day (:
always wanted to go ,
going with candice if i got the tickets ((:
sometimes i think i'm really a jerk on my previous life

cause i have no idea why am i having such a life now
stressed up ,
but my burden are just getting heavier day by day
sometimes i just feel like crying out loud
just came back , from a ride :)
and something embarassing happen !
i just got into the wrong car=.=
i want to lead a luxury life
and i'm gonna work hard from now on
you aint helping by pulling me down
i need encouragement
i'm gonna show you guys at the end of the day
you guys are wrong (:

i hate mind games as well :(
i'm really afraid to fall again
it took me really a long time to heal
and i'm really tired

Railway Track (:

Our Hotel Room ,



Thanks To XX Photographer (:
who print it out in A4 size for us !

My Organiser

Borsch Gala Event

Ariel & Faith



That Cute lil Boy singing in Breeze Bar

so tired right now ,
thinking of how many things i got to read up now
really give me headaches , when everyone is enjoying now
yet i'm gonna suffer
i'm at Big Splash Starbucks now ,
really love (:
and just got the lg prada charger ,
the nice guy just gave me the charger for free
finally can use the phone !
charging it right now :D
oh ya , really sorry to my dear shanling !
anyway happy birthday to ya !
i love ya , sorry that i couldnt attend your party
i'm sure you enjoy yourself ,
and i miss you tons dear
just get a organiser for myself ,
in case i lost my phone , at least things i need to remember is in it !
yestersday , went for my shoot ,
was really exhausted , hang over
the day before we went to breeze bar & home club & Carbana !
*jerry asked me how did i do that ,
home club ?
lol , haha
we drank like oh my god , till she got drunk
but she kept saying i was worst than her ,
hello , whose the person who kept telling me oh god , she cant walk properly
althought i vomitted at the end of it ,
cause of the manual cab .
cause i'm only use to auto cars ,
bitch ! haha , and its so long since i drink till the max ,
i have forgotten my limit therefore keep drinking thinking i'm still able to drink
but actually i wasnt really that dead drunk ,
and that bitch was drunk , as she was urgent ,
and when she got into the toilet she start to look at the mirror first
so i thought she wasnt that urgent so i went in
and the toilet door was abit faulty , so i told her
and the next min she forgotten , she just kick my door !
lucky i was wearing my shorts at that time , worst of all ,
there's like others waiting for the toilet
so its so freaking embarassing ,
because of that bitch ! haha ,
and after the shoot ,
we went to bugis v8 to have our lunch
and we actually thought of going shopping
but everyone was so tired , so we decided to book a hotel nearby
and just stay in for a few hours ,
cause we are really exhausted till i cant even see where i'm going
feel like the other time , when i went genting with queenie
the three of us slept for 2hours
and its time for queenie to go for her dinner ,
oh ya Happy belated mother's day
i did have a chance to celebrate with my mom
i meant we did got to have dinner together
my sisters are all not home ,
and i was really tired when i got home ,
i just lay flat on the bed
and till this morning (:


loves

i'm so in love with candice ,
girl , stay strong no matter what happen down there
i'm always out there for you !
years later , when they think back , there are gonna be the one
regretting losing such a great friend like you ,
for now , they just didnt try standing in your shoes ,
loves
we waited hours to do mani & pedi at my place
and i think 4hours for her , but i came late
so its like oh my god ,
we watched two faces of my girlfriend ,
its only me actually ?
lol , cause i ended up watching alone and she's doing her mani & pedi
its really nice >.<>
i really miss zouk ,



爱要耐心等待　仔细寻找
感觉很重要宁可空白了手
等候一次　真心的拥抱我相信在(这个)
世界上　一定会遇到对的人出现(在眼角)

男人男人 多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真 让我不必再心疼
女人女人 我答应做个好人
我答应用我一生 来换你的快乐一生

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Queenie with the Board (:

Those Cute lil Cars

the challengers

the small lil boy , who is only 5 or 6 years old (:

The track

Studying at Tcc now (:
with my sweetie lovey'Candice & elson ,
&& My phone is finally back , Doing well (:
was working for Tamiya last weekends
its was fun doing with Queenie & Candice ,
on the last day ,
the weather was really killing us in the morning
but in the evening was alright ,
in the evening , was the real race ,
we got to hold a board and walk around the track ,
thats embarassing , Candice just cant stop making me laugh
cause whenever i took a shot of her walking ,
her head never fails to be block by the board !
lol , its great working with the people there as well (:
and while we giving out balloons ,
we met jermaine & her boyfriend ,
the two lovey couples ,
we are so envy alright ,
words cant descibe their sweetness (:
as we were doing , a friendly guy just kept passing a handful of balloons to us

as we were giving out , its just so sweet if thats our boyfriend doing that
and jermane boyfriend , took a handful from us (:
and after that ,
Breeze Bar ! , the boss taught us to play pool ,
i'm really bad at it , but was a great lesson ,
and we left quite early as candice have school the next day
so we went home ,but she was half dead by then !
haha , cause we drank quite abit ,
and i went skating after that with jerry ,
after that he brought me to have Chai Chee Minced Pork Noodles
((:
and the next day ,
went out with jason ,
we went to catch Doomsday & Harold & kumar ,
Harold & kumar , its a great movie ,
and we have iciban , Oiishi !
couldnt finish up the food ,
the serving is really big ,
and went to chill at balcony ,
Red wines are my love now
(:


loves

feeling so bad now :(
maybe i'm just too tired ,
didnt catch much sleep last night ,
Sweetie lovey & me was planning to go cycling in the night , last night
but end up the shop were all closing
so we decided to chill at breeze bar since we are at east coast(:
and end up staying till 3 plus ,
waited for darwin to reach ,
oh my god , we sang the dui de ren
like so many times , we just cant get over it (:
i'm so in love with the songs
loves
and my phone just cant stop having problems
send for servicing again , i miss all the songs in my phone
i miss my radio ,
its the third time i send for servicing !
and today i got a photoshoot in the morning
and was suppose to skate with sister
but end up working for tamiya (:
its tiring , but my jobs i just to pass the kids balloons
and stuff thats what i always want to do & love it
i find it really hard to go on like this
cause i just can get my mind right
because of you i find it so hard to trust everyone around me now
cause it took me so long to heal and get over it


loves