((:

Oh God , I Caught Elmo & Cookie Monster Dining at Nydc :)
its super duper cute alright !

Singapore Flyer !

(:


Tickets

loves ! when can i stop standing in the center ,
because of my height !



Michelle , with huiyi & amanda

look at the stuff i brought out of house =.=

Sunrise (:

the hunks !

Yea , One of days ,
did filming in sentosa !
got myself so tan ,
was quite tiring but at the same time ,
i have fun !
(: lovelove
its been one week i miss clubbing ,
yea its time to reduce ~
and i finally went to the Singapore Flyer with candice
thanks to aaron for that day ,
everything (:
Actually nothing much , cause you dont really get to see any nice scenary
maybe just the height ,
but its good that the three of us have our own cabin
and quite alot of things happen recently ,
yea , i went away from home few days ,
thanks samantha for opening the door for me in the morning & night !
hahas , love ya !
and i really need to thanks candice for being there for me when i really need her
she's my sweet lovey ((:
i decided to get back to skatesports & teach the kids
and lead back the life , when everything seems to be alright
Urban Skating in the Night , Supper & Just all about fun ,
definitely i'm going to concentrate on my studies as well ,
recently been studying at changi mac ,
there's my motivation !
and yea my phone is back,
actually i didnt lost all my contacts , its just at my another sim card !
haha
smiles (:






i miss Skatesports Old Crew , i miss Brenda !
& i miss the good times &&& i miss my big brother edmund (:

oh my god ,
i'm going insane ,
Pms ~
i'm really sick of hearing all these ,
''you need a cert ''
i know everyone is doing out of concern
i really appreciate it ,
but its just that dont you guys know i really love studying
if i ever got a chance to quit , i wouldnt even quit
cause i know i need a cert , i know events is not gonna bring me anywhere
and thats not even my dream ,
what you guys saw now , its just the front view ,
dont you guys know , in the back i have been trying hard
past few months , all most every free days i have or edmund
who have been helping me out , i would study
but you guys thought i'm just having fun
but i just need sometime to calm down
my w910i break down yesterday :(
and have brought to service center
but i lost all my contacts :(
could you guys just give me a msg !
my laptop is always giving me problem as well
Sony !?
so much things to share ,
but now i just cant get my mind into the mood
:(((((

trying hard now ..
i'm acutally at Candice's place now,
been at her place this two days ,
really thanks for her help & stuff ,
love her deps
i just need a break from home ,
telling them what i'm feeling & the problem
yet they still dont understand
telling me that they do but in fact they dont
whats the point of me saying so much now,
you guys are just making things so meaningless
i dont see the trust yet you claim you do ,
just treating me as a kid ,
although i'm still , athough its all concern as a parent
you guys just did it in a damn wrong way
just making the situation worst thats all ,
:(

i'm exhausted !

Stressed Up & Super Down :(
whats going on now ?
i'm confused ,
you told me all the lies again & again ,
i try to pretend nothing happen again & again
thinking you aint that bad as what others are saying you
knowing you for 3years ,
knowing that you been doing things behind my back
but i tolerate all this while ,
cause i always believe you aint like that
but once and once again , you prove me wrong
and you are making me so afraid of you & everything
trusting people around me seems so difficult to me now
i dont know do you really treat me as a true friend
or am i just someone you need when everyone's leaving you aside
and today i cried so badly because of you
watching you being so upset & down really makes me feel bad
but at the end of the day
i'm just a fool
but i cant bear to see you being so upset ,
i'm just being soft hearted now,
:(
the tears i shed today was the worst then any other days
my first time crying for such a long time and so badly
i gave up my account , although i love accounting
but i'm suffocating from the missed topics
i hate giving it up ,
but sometimes in life we just have to do some decision
that we dont want to ,
and things said by you , really hurt me deeply ,
whats going on around me ,
i just need someone true now
really have no mood to blog more now

loves

Woosh , had a lesson at Studio Wu today
for girls hiphop , the two of us wore like dummies
and felt so weird !
the steps are so damn difficult whereby we are in the beginners class ,
for the whole lesson both of us are like struggling ,
we gonna commit to it next month ,
as we say to balance our studies & dance ,
and i was like telling her lets learn Japanese too (:
but we gonna do that later ,
and today i saw a mercs convertible parking
below my place ! oh my god
stay here for like years
that's like my first time , having a mercs convertible here
and two young chaps inside !
as they are facing back me so didnt saw their face ,
oh god , my heart aching ~
because Singapore so small
and i never had a chance to meet someone who drives a mercs convertible !
and Singapore is really small that the two of us didnt realise
the people she been talking about , happen to be someone i know as well
and we are talking about it all the time
end up being someone i know =.=
lol ! its really shocking !
Anyway willing to bring the both of us to Singpore flyer !
&&& Someone actually says i look like biosexual !
i'm definitely i very normal girl who likes man



i love Candice deep deep !
my essential needs ,
i need my motivation

Start Out with my babes


loves

muacks

the Mango & Choc Estasy , Oiishi !

oh myyyyyyy god !
the long post i wrote are all cleared ,
whats wrong with my laptop !
forget it , i just have to type it all out again ,
Candice is so love by me now ,
its good to have her presence ,
suddenly having someone there is really different ,
cause you have someone to relay on ,
maybe its been long since i have someone whereby we share
loves ,
i will never stop laughing with her around ,
i'm feeling bad now ,
does all the problems lies on me actually ?
:(
anyway , been excising this few days ,
yoga , cycle !
its making me so tired now
we are dying by the god damn yoga
imagine two idoits doing that
lol , haha , we gonna learn dance , tennis , manjong skill , yoga
for our future needs !
i'm just crapping , but we definitely want to learn Dancing !
real soon , and there's like plenty of things we got to do ,
and today plan to go tan ,
but end up cycling at sentosa again ,
haha , was super tiring ,
every one's desirable address , SENTOSA COVE !
and i wish to live there one day ,
ya ya , been dreaming !

haha , but its always nice dreaming ,
yea , i catch ''definitely , maybe'' at Downtown East
nice storyline , but dont really like the whole story
and have to thanks samuel for that
Loves

　 今天期中考，学校早一点放学，我打了通电话给他。 　　：喂，我今天比较早放学，你来载我回家好不好？ 　　：好，等我五分钟。 　　：五分钟？我学校就在你家旁边耶。 　
　 　　：我总要打扮一下啊。 　　：好啦，快一点喔。 　
　 　　下午2：00，太阳大的让我有种冲动想喷鼻血，我站在树荫下挥动着手，虽然没凉到哪里去，但是煽总比不煽好。 　
　 　　五分钟过了，他还没来，我看看手表，有点不高兴，十分钟过了，他还没到..，该不会出了什么事吧？呸呸呸...乌鸦嘴，十五分钟过了，他总算到了。 　
　 　　：怎么这么慢？ 　　他一副无所谓的样子说：没啊，看个电视。 　
　 　　什么？看个电视？你要不要顺便睡个觉洗个澡吃个饭再来？我没有说话，没有拿安全帽，没有上车的瞪着他。 　　：对不起。 　　
　　这是他第一次对我说对不起，他是一个很大男人主义，爱面子的男生，所以他从不像女生低头说对不起，我看着他，好吧，似乎面有惭色，我带上安全帽，让他载我回家。 　　
　　他总是这样，从来不解释，不争论，不跟我吵架，只跟我说对不起，有些事，不是一句对不起就能解决的，但是他都跟我道歉了，我也就没再追究下去，他说，我是第一个让他说对不起的女生。 　　
　　认错需要很大的勇气，但是他从来都没有改进他的错误，对不起反而变成一种打发我的话。在他说第59次对不起时，我流着泪，低下头说：你不要再跟我说对不起了，如果你无法改变，就不要让我给你一次又一次的机会，相信你会改变。他轻轻的拥着我，说了第60句对不起。 　　
　　虽然如此，他还是没有改变，不做任何的解释，我开始怀疑他是不是有事瞒着我。 　　：你最近怎么了？ 　　：没有啊。 　　：那你为什么心情不好？ 　　：没有啊。 　　：又是没有啊，你除了这句话以外没有别的吗？你知不知道我很担心，很没有安全感，你到底有没有当我是你女朋友？ 　　：...对不起。 　　：我不要听你说对不起。 　　
　　我挂了电话，他也没有打来，他根本就不在乎我，也许，我们该结束ㄌ..........这是他说的第99句对不起....。 　　从那天开始，我再也没有找过他，他也没有打电话给我，有时候，我会接到一通无声的电话，但是我喂了几声，就挂了，有一种直觉是他，但是他为什么都不说话？一个月之后，我按奈不住思念的心情决定到他学校找他，我在教室外东张西望的，就是没有看到他的人影，我随便抓了一个男生来问。 　　：同学，请问一下，梦伟今天有来吗？ 　　：他休学了。 　　：啊？为什么？什么时候的事？ 　　：他已经一个月没来了。 　　：...喔..谢谢。一个月..一个月没来，怎么会呢？ 　　我跌跌撞撞的回到家..拨他的手机：您的电话已经为您转到语音信箱，请在嘟一声...。我挂了电话，打到他家，响了好久都没有人接，怎么会？全家移民吗？他仿佛是从这世界上消失了一样，没有一点痕迹。 　　他该不会另结新欢了吧？我开始胡思乱想，我找不到他..，正当我烦恼的时候，电话突然响了，是阿立打来的，他是梦伟的死党也是我的好友。 　　
　　：喂，你还在干嘛啊？ 　　：什么？ 　　
　　：ㄚ伟在医院啦。 　　：真的？他怎么了？ 　　
　　：没有啦，他在○○医院，就是你上次住的那一家。 　　：我马上去。 　　
　　我立刻用我出生以来最大的速度飙到那家医院，在医院看到了他****和妈妈，我向他们问了他在哪一间病房之后，就急忙的飞奔而去。 　　
　　他躺在床上，眼睛看着我，没有说话，没有起床，一动也不动的。 　　：喂，你怎么了？为什么不通知我呢？ 　　
　　他没有回答我，只是一直用同样的眼神看着我。 　　：回答我啊，你为什么不说话？ 　　他眼角留下了一滴泪，身体仿佛用了最大的力气，牵动着嘴角 　　：...对不起...。说完，他闭上了眼睛。 　　：喂，你别装了好不好，为什么要说对不起，我不要你说对不起啊，你起来啊，回答我啊。 　　
　　我哭倒在他床边，拉着他的衣服哭喊着：你为什么要说对不起，连说服我的理由都没有？我不会原谅你，你起来啊，你说对不起没有用啊，你不起来我这辈子都不会原谅你，我求求你....睁开眼睛啊...。 　　这是他说的一百句对不起...一群医生和护士拉开我，开始抢救他，我全身没有力气再站起来，我的头脑一片空白，眼前一片漆黑..。 　　他没有离开这个世界，只是我永远都无法触摸到他，但他有时也会在我的梦中出现，告诉我他过的好不好。 　　
　　他还是陪着我，还是活着，在我心里，他依然如昔，还是会笑着叫我咏熙，叫我老婆，只是..他不再对我说对不起了...。 　　
　　过了几个月，他妈妈来找我，给了我一个盒子，里面装的，是一百张照片，每一张照片的背面，都写着它让我生气的事情。 　　第一次对不起，老婆，我今天不是故意迟到的，我也知道理由很烂，但是我真的不忍心说实话，我在出门前突然心脏绞痛，但是我已经尽量赶了，原谅我好吗？第二次对不起?老婆，我.......... 　　第三次对不起，老婆，我... 　　................................ 　　............................ 　　................... 　　................ 　　........... 　　......... 　　..... 　　第一百次对不起，老婆，我不是狠心要丢下你，只是上帝似乎不给我这个机会让我爱你一辈子，为你带上戒指，你是我第一个让我说对不起的女孩，也是我第一个想共度一生的女孩，原谅我不能给你幸福，我会化作天使，守护着你，看着你得到幸福，答应我，别哭，我不要看到你为了我憔悴流泪的样子，我爱你。bye 梦伟 　　
　　我怎么可能不哭，你的要求太严苛了，最后一张照片，是他在医院理拍的，照片上他笑的很灿烂，他变的好瘦，脸色好苍白，但是他还是露出了笑容，拍这第
　　一百张照片。 　　
　　在他最虚弱罪痛苦的时候，我没有陪着他。 　　对不起。 　　我抱着他的照片，泪流不止！！ 愿天下所的情人.愿你们能珍惜眼前的人,不要失去后才懂得珍惜...不要让悲剧再次上演!


" 如果我還一直深愛著你...你是否還會待在我身邊?
如果我還一直在乎著你...你是否會再多看我一眼?
是否我已不存在了...你才感覺的到我的離開?
是否我已離開了....你才感覺的到我對你的好?
在此祝福全天下所以的有情人~都能夠忠誠眷屬~~"

Cafe Del Mar

My Sweetie Bitch

Was Great past few days,
we been tanning , shopping and stuff (:
lol , she's just like making our day like mad ,
rushing all about !
haha ,
the day we went tanning ,
the sun was down when we got there ,
so we didnt really tan much ,
and we went cyclng swimming instead !
lol , its was crazy ,
cycling round sentosa area with two seater
we were like struggling up the slope , cause mot of our journey were up the slope !
lol , and we swim at the coasta sand resort , got to have some help to seek in the resort
cause we hate the pack and dirty toilet ,
so we went to shop afterwards at town ,
rush there and we didnt got anything !
we had hard time getting Mcdonalds Ice Cream !
cause we are craving for it
One after another told us their machine are down ,
but in the we went to 5 mcdonalds and mc cafe ,
finally 1 , their machines are finally not down !!
(:
and Monday , i slept like for the whole day ,
after pure yoga !
was really tired after that and went to gym as well !
and met a sweet girl while doing pure yoga ,
i'm so envy about her having sucha good boyfriend ,
hahas , cause she got her
dkny watch vaoi laptop olympics camera sony ersion handphone and others expenses of hers
are all on her boyfriend , even her school fees ,
whereby her boyfriend just took the initiative to pay by himself , not even her asking !
lol , everyone of us wish for that dont we !
of course , we wish to have someone paying everything for you
but i definitely know being independent is the best way ,
getting stuff by yourself , whereby you cherish it more ,
and its a self satisfaction as well ,
and yesterday was having a hard desicion on my study
anyway candice and i went tanning again (:
love her dep dep !
haha , and this time round we finally got ourself tan abit
and went to bugis after that ,
we had steamboat !
and went to shop round ,
i want clinque skincare badly ,
ad get some eyelashes ,
samuel send us home ,
and that bitch is so nice to give me some of her eyelashes
whereby i have like one month supply of it
and we was stuck at her carpark for quite awhile
and we gonna meet this friday for yoga !
loves

loves


Faith & Bernard
with the bear with brought for him !

yea , the threesomes !
lol , i meant bernard , peggy & june

Bernard , birthday boy (:

happy birthday bernard

its my turn to hold the cake as well

took outside swenson while waiting
lol , i'm a shortie !

(:

smiles ! twist

Happy Belated Birthday to our dearest Bernard !
(:
being a good friend , heard that he isnt having a great day down there ,
got a cake , and went down with peggy to give him a surprise
hope we really make his day
and i even did some rose using tissue and they insulted it
pass it to bernard he just throw into his bag
and most probably is crush !!!!!!
lol , anyway we had swenson with peggy boss & june came along
& its party time !
met the rest there, joanna & her boyfriend & jason
really had a great night last night ,
& met Billy ! , i'm there to spy him whether did he betrayed my sister !
lol , okay since he's being so nice & treat me a couple of drinks
i shall change my impression of him ^.-
lol ,so now you know i'm easily bribe by couple of drinks
and now i'm waiting for candice ,
we're going suntaning !
lol ,
Loves !

thought of it ,
& everything is starting to end now
i have control myself to stop thinking about you
control myself stop doing silly things for you
and i have not been myself because of you
i gonna give a stop to it now
and these days i had , i'm more than satisfied
your message could just make me jump in joy
your call would just brighten my whole day
and i been suffering when you are not around
at least just a moment of happiness i had (:
❤i had fallen in love with candice !
she's my sweetie
its just so fun to be with her alright ,
we never stop laughing , she never stop being a fool
^.^
loves
we gonna go suntanning , shop , & buy that Gucci bag soon alright !

Volk Swagen New Beetle Cabriolet (:
loves !

Got to finally upload some of the pictures !

Bettina's birthday

loves

MDIS Amazing Race

My team mates


Dead Snake found at kovan !
its freak me out when i was passing ,
and i have to walk a big round to avoid it

Cute Hamster round the house at my cousin place

(:

& Rabbit ! thats AH BENG



got to found this picture ,
as everyone of us was throwing wan zi all along !

Sam & Faith
loves

smiles !

thinking of the evil !


my everyday drink !
that make me feel real full (:
cause i jsut cant stop eating



Corpthone Hotel Carpark

Nachos & Cheese


Smuacks

at the temple (:

My W910i !

Apple Crust at Tcc (:

the sister phone (:
i love her colour ,
but its out of stock !


Martini Firm (: Sam & her boyfriend , saini






No word could describe how am i feeling right now
just feel so lost ,
emptiness in me
(:
i dont know why am i doing all this ,
i know you ain't the one
i know it , but yet my mind is all about you
maybe i have yet met anyone that could make me feel like how you make me feel
could i just go back to the times when you are out of mind
maybe i have already forgotten all the bad times & just good memories flashing in my mind ,
gonna make myself busy & maybe that really helps
cause its making so not me
anyway , I'm in love with the night scene of clarke quay !
and brought melisa there on friday ,
went tcc to chill & we make a fool of cassandra :P
dont mean it girl , but she really make our day !
till now when i think back it make me really feel like laughing out (:
so treat me nicer alright cass , your pictures !
haha
and really love my dad who brought home my lappy for me
as i didnt want to bring to zouk ,
and melisa who waited with me for june to be done with her stuff
waited for june , till i fall asleep at starbucks ,
and when i reach there , i was so tired , just feel like sleeping
so didnt really enjoy much , we went home quite early
& the next day slept till noon , and got to drag myself up
although i'm still damn tired ,
but i have things line up by myself
suppose to vist the gym , visit mum & shoot ,
but end up went to get a phone & then shoot
was tempted by my sister who came back with her new phone w910i
and she was like telling me all the promotion
so i immediately pull my dad to get for me ,
haha. finally change my phone , although i still love my lg shine
its time for her to rest , but i still want a iphone of course !
but its okay , i'm glad with my new phone
which actually work with my lappy ,
and shoot was went on well (:
at corpthone oriental
i was being recognised as corpthone hotel's chairman daughter
lol ,
as i was suppose to go corpthone oriental but i end up at grand corpthone
and the doorbell came over and ask me am i mr quay daughter ?
so i was wondering whose that , & he told me was the chairman of corpthone hotel
lol , i'm honour , he was like i look like her third daughter ,
whereby she wears braces as well , lol
as there are having a family gathering
haha , sometimes how i wish i'm some big shots daughter whereby
people tends to respect you more & you dont get discriminate
and oriental corpthone car park was so terrible ,
maybe its old thats why
and went zouk with sam (:
her parents are finally overseas and we could finally club like the previous time
but things went wrong
went to double 0 in the end ,
anyway saturday night didnt went on well
and on sunday , went to the temple with my dad & sister
for all these years didnt really went to pray on qing ming
and went to work after that ,
was really bad , the sales , & got stomach ache maybe due to the instant noodles i ate
and went to chill at martini firm with sam & her boyfriend
its really nice over there ,
fall in love
we got to catch up ,(:
and rash got onto me now :(
damn sick of the rash ,

loves

In Love with Singapore Night Scenary at Boat Quay
Its so nice to walk alone, & realise actually how beautiful sngapore are
found a place that could just cheer me up !
Went to Pass my Shell Paper at Raffles Place ,
oh my god , its so troublesome to go every week
just to pass the paper up , but no choice !
and decided to chill at Tcc nearby
went to the second floor , oh my god ,
i just love (: the place
so just open up my laptop and start doing my assignment
& have a cup of Oreo Mocha ?
the drinks arent that nice compare to starbucks
i still love my Chocolate Cream Chip Frape ^.^
and i was irritate by a group of guys noise whereby i decided to go off
suppose to take mrt from raffles place ,
i decided to walk to clarke quay instead ,
enjoy the night scenary while taking some photos of it
its seems like everything was just out of my mind for that moment
it really makes me feel good ,
thought of it , i'm feeling better now
& knowning my mum is fine !
anywayssss HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO QIRUI DAD (UNCLE)!
smiles ^.-
was embarrassed , all because of qirui who video call ,
then realise her dad mum & grandma were there looking =.=
so embarrassing ,lol hahas ,
& her dad was so adorable ,
love her mum & dad & her sister ^.^
oh ya , and did fruity salad with cousin on monday !
it was nice !
we gonna bake cookies , learn sushi from my cousin's husband
& she's promise to do agar agar for me
i'm in love with her songs ,
she wrote the song & sing & play with guitar all by herself
your really got to listen to her singing with the guitar
its just melt my heart this song (:

Xiang Si Ai

mei yi ci de li bian
mei yi ci de zhan bian
du ru ci de jian xin
ru chi de nan ou
wo lian shang zhong hui you
bu zhi bu jiu liu lou
she bu de de bian qing
yi yi bu she de xin qing
fen li zhi hou
zhong ai bu dua fu xin ni de lian
xiang yu shi hou nan mu bu xi yuan de hua mian
you yi zhong ying xin de mou li
pa liang ke xin jing kou zan yi qi

rou shi jian ke yi zhan ding
wo xin wang ke yi dong jian
wo men xiang yu nan shi hou de
mei yi ke mei li pian dui hao ma ?
rou zhen de nen gou ke yi
pa xiang ai de liang ke xin
you shou tou jing jing shou shang
you yong bu li jiu yong yuan bu fen li

bi min ping man is wo de tian xin
bu gan bian da is wo de ge xin
wo zhi xiang rang ni du zhi da wo you dou me dou me dou me ai ni

rou shi jian ke yi zhan ding
wo xin wang ke yi doing jie
wo men zan yi qi nan shi hou de mei li pian duai hao ma
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